sounds like you're in the 'George McFly' role against this 'Biff Tannen' dude.......
get godly and smite the mofo
get godly and smite the mofo
lots of good advice in here, i wanna add my two cents.
in middle school i was the bully, or really i was down with the popular group and we picked on all the "inferior" kids.
then i showed up in high school, reverted to the bottom of the totem poll and without my possee.
I had it pretty tough in high school, some how i always found myself in trouble with jocks and the older kids. I had alot of inner rage in me from getting "punked" in high school by football players and such. I remember when two 6'5+ meathead f*ckers rolled up on me because i was friends with someone they didnt like, embassassing me in front of a girl i was dating.
I had visions in my head of columbine, etc. I had such a desire to come back and shoot these kids i could have probably been put under watch by the police or something.
Instead of that, i found other ways to channel my rage, albiet not good ones either. I relieved myself through graffiti art in high school, it filled back my courage meter after a day of depletion. i dont recommend doing this, but find something that makes you happy and will ease that tension away. Some kids choose to learn Muay Thai or Boxing, stuff like that.
Instead of trying to fight them, i found a new crowd at other schools to hang out with.
I still harbor lots of resentment towards certain jocks that got into problems with me in high school, i can still seee their faces, and i still feel a sense of hatred within me.
Who knows what would happen if i ever ran into one of these meatheads again, i am a much different person now than i was in high school, im sure they would be in for a surprise if they wanted to "relive" their bullying memories.
so I have an appointment saturday
we never know, I might become a crazy fighter
I can see a lot of benefits coming from this
I just gotta take the plunge
it's not cheap at least 100$ a month, twice a week for a 6month thing
It is possible to both a lover and a fighter.... ...
Nasty business that fighting is, but if you must partake...Fight to win.
Yes, that means fight dirty if need be...