Hi
So I am starting a thread right now because, as a young kid i've been bullied a lot
ive lived with intimidation from my dad as kid, he would go easily mad, and his anger would lash out at me, so i was the fearful kid
later on in school, i had it pretty bad, im a smart guy, i just have some kind of soft side, or just something that makes people pick at me, im more of a loner, I have friends, I am just a wolf
so now there was this guy in school, who was pretty bad, it was violent psychologically, having to deal with this shit, constant picking, and now Im 21, and this guy recently picked on me, I was driving my car delivering some chinese, and he tryed to make a dent on my car, and he does it when theres others only
but I have problems with revenge, the other day I saw him, he is studying to become a paramedic, trying to help people when he wont let some people live
he was scared of me, i saw the fear in his eyes
I guess I wouldn't be out trying to get back/teach him a lesson if I was happy in my life dunno ?
I just feel like going back to him and breaking his head open
how do you deal with your anger ?
any advice ? once you beat up someone, it's more violence coming
and criminal record leads to some good places
i have enough shit to deal with
to me its unacceptable that this fucker (there were a couple of others)
but he was really into bugging me
i know life is an unjust place
and you cant make justice for yourself, or can you?
lots of guys go to prison for paybacks
-
please keep your negativity outside
thanks!
So I am starting a thread right now because, as a young kid i've been bullied a lot
ive lived with intimidation from my dad as kid, he would go easily mad, and his anger would lash out at me, so i was the fearful kid
later on in school, i had it pretty bad, im a smart guy, i just have some kind of soft side, or just something that makes people pick at me, im more of a loner, I have friends, I am just a wolf
so now there was this guy in school, who was pretty bad, it was violent psychologically, having to deal with this shit, constant picking, and now Im 21, and this guy recently picked on me, I was driving my car delivering some chinese, and he tryed to make a dent on my car, and he does it when theres others only
but I have problems with revenge, the other day I saw him, he is studying to become a paramedic, trying to help people when he wont let some people live
he was scared of me, i saw the fear in his eyes
I guess I wouldn't be out trying to get back/teach him a lesson if I was happy in my life dunno ?
I just feel like going back to him and breaking his head open
how do you deal with your anger ?
any advice ? once you beat up someone, it's more violence coming
and criminal record leads to some good places
i have enough shit to deal with
to me its unacceptable that this fucker (there were a couple of others)
but he was really into bugging me
i know life is an unjust place
and you cant make justice for yourself, or can you?
lots of guys go to prison for paybacks
-
please keep your negativity outside
thanks!