NT's are Intuitive Thinkers, the small group of people that make up the intellects in our society, of which you are apparently one of.. as am I, and a handful of others on this site, we need little direction, are typically autodidacts and are easy to get along with, provided we deal with each other, small talk and low IQ's tend to piss us off.
Research your type, I say ENTP, find a mbti, will clear up alot of reasons why you are having these thoughts, I go through the occasional existential crisis myself to, its not your fault, its cognitive predisposition.
My wife for example is an NF, a feeler, something I cannot rationalize using to make decisions, and I feel is the counter to logic at times... Im a florida boy myself, and Ive been married for 10 years man, and we fight like cats and dogs, she thinks Im literally crazy, but she also thinks Im the most intelligent person in the world, so its a trade off, I guess... lol
Actually im changing my prediction to INTP, you know there are forums for guys like us, nothing but topics you would understand, we arent social butterflies, nor do we care to be, but if you want to know where we congregate lemme know..
Research your type, I say ENTP, find a mbti, will clear up alot of reasons why you are having these thoughts, I go through the occasional existential crisis myself to, its not your fault, its cognitive predisposition.
My wife for example is an NF, a feeler, something I cannot rationalize using to make decisions, and I feel is the counter to logic at times... Im a florida boy myself, and Ive been married for 10 years man, and we fight like cats and dogs, she thinks Im literally crazy, but she also thinks Im the most intelligent person in the world, so its a trade off, I guess... lol
Actually im changing my prediction to INTP, you know there are forums for guys like us, nothing but topics you would understand, we arent social butterflies, nor do we care to be, but if you want to know where we congregate lemme know..