thanks man, I know a lot of people here are being really nice to me and giving me advice.
thing is I'm thinking about where my life is headed. I don't know if working hard and becoming a lawyer and making money is going to make me happy.
I think I'd be way happier if I was poor and working a shitty job for the rest of my life but had good friends, real friends to be around, and a girl that actually liked me.
its true when people say money won't bring you happiness. I have no goal of becoming a rich lawyer or whatever and driving around in ferraris.
I think a lot of rich people driivng around in ferraris are not truely happy. the ferrari and money is a cover up for something missing in their lives.
you know some people do hardcore drugs and become alcoholics to cover up the pain, and other people probably try to cover up missing parts of their lives with fancy cars and flashy clothes and pretend like they have it all and show off.
I would like to become a lawyer but not because I think I'll get rich and drive around in a testarossa and get laid. I've always been interested in criminal law and think it would be an exciting job.
not saying I don't like money. I'd love to havea nice house and a 911 turbo to cruise in but I know that won't make me happy.
money definately won't make you happy. I wouldn't want to have a fake girl and fake friends that hang around me because I have cash....
save some money, and go to Amsterdam. Fuck a bunch of prostitutes, or fuck just one prostitute a bunch of times. Have her give you pointers, its her job. she will do it if your nice. That way you will gain some confidence because you will have fucking experience; literally.
I'm telling you bro, at this point it is what you gotta do. it will work, and be worth every penny. those girls are tested, and condoms are required im sure.
stop being so cynical about it. A 17 year old! my god man, if it's so bad then dont..how would I ask a 17 year old girl to even come and hang out with me or something without being creepy.
I think you just need people to love and that love you back to be happy. Everything else is just meaningless.
wiki mofo said:People need to engage themselves to gain recognition and have an activity or activities that give the person a sense of contribution, to feel accepted and self-valued, be it in a profession or hobby. Imbalances at this level can result in low self-esteem or an inferiority complex.