Captain Ginyu
Member
Okay, I am going to freak you guys out... Although I never really wanted to date her, her stories kind of turned me on and she knows it. When she told me what she did she used details and slang. I feel terrible about it, but I was turned on. But getting turned on over the phone and going out with her are two completely different things. I think she might have some kind of control over me or something. I mean I sent her money and hash a few months ago, so you have to know that I was sort of interested. But it is different now that she is in the same neighborhood. If she turns me on again I don't know what I will do. And if I did do something with her... It it not going to be easy to run away or hide. I feel like I have had my life put into play and there is nothing I can do about it. She still has a nice body and looks pretty good.
Alright Designer, listen up!
First, let me ask you: What does your gut instincts tell you? It seems to me, you want to hit it, but can't deal with the drama. Well let me tell you...You can't have one without the other! In my experience, nearly all women in my life came with some kind of emotional baggage or another, some definitely more than others. It's just a fact. Early on, I lost alot of opportunities because I was afraid of the drama. I ended up regretting those decisions I made because I lost out alot of my youth, which is gone forever, and it is regret.
Let me give you some priceless advice: 1)You are young! 2)Get it on while you can get it up! 3) Fuck the drama, and live! 4) Remember a line in that Eagles song called Take It Easy: "We may lose, and we may win, but we will never be here again!"
Hope this helps you Designer!