i used to spend hours at a time looking at the seed i bred, most especially striped seed coats
i often wondered if there was a meaning to be gathered from them as if they were coded
LOL, wife and me here were already searching google on "women in the red dress" too LOL
Thanx for clearing us up AC.
whats the difference between this and your 10-10-10 thread? It has exactly the same content.
Hey South, quick word of warning, don't ever talk like this in front of a doctor will ya, you'll be locked up in no time flat.
Yes AC, this perspective that hit me like a 2 x4 while I was in
Amsterdam was not something I chose, and the Universe without
a doubt chose to reveal this to me, after my long journey and
search for the truth. I didn't know that I was searching for it,
this is only something that I realize now looking back on the
last 26 years that I have been trying to find answers to a
question that I was not even asking...lol...sounds strange, but
that is how it was.
And the question only revealed itself only when the answer was
delivered to me. So far, there is nobody that can see this thing
that I see, and I don't know if you see it, or not, obvioulsy, but
if you do, you are the first...lol
All the information that "appeared" out of nowhere in the last few
months has been like a summary of everything that I went through
in my life, and only now I can understand why my journey has been
what it has been. In fact even before this realization, it seemed
like it was just a dream...and now I understand that in a way it was!
This sub-forum is the only place (maybe the deluxe-seeds forum
also...since the folks that smoke breeders Steve strains, that have
DJ genetics in them) where I think at least some folks can
understand and be open to some of the crazy things I am writing,
because in the Toker's Den this information is obvioulsy not
received well...because it is like talking about this in the public,
pretty much goes with what you said about private/public...lol
And since I was smoking cannabis with DJ's genetics in it when
this information was revealed to me I realized that this is the
place I should post it. Plus, I saw Mr.Alkaline write a lot of
interesting information and it was received well by the majority
of the people that wrote in his Flower of Life thread.
by the way...type open grow into google, and check out the
store, there you will find interesting things with some amazing
genetics, but this place is forbiden as far as this forum goes
for reasons that have to do with a conflict of interest
between the owners of these two places...but still that
is an interesting place to find something that would
interest you I think. this is a side note, and has nothing
to do with the rest of this post...lol
as far as the financial crash...it is something that obviously many
saw, but very few could control themselves...because it seemed
like many folks were like on a winning streak in Vegas, and they
got so hypnotized they forgot that the house always wins...in the end!
And about the lady in red, this is something that I must remember
about in my private and public life, and not talk about these insights
openly, otherwise they might lock me up in the "asylum"...lol
sf, i am lazy. . .
and if i can see farther than others, its only because i stand on the shoulders of giants.
I am an extremely self-centered person who beleives that if I wasn't living for other people, I'd have no reason to live at all.
If i have a guilty pleasure, its efficiency. . . I like to get a lot done but as I said I'm very lazy. So I work all day trying to figure out how to work for others and feel good doing it. . .
THat's what brought me to anything/everything I've shared with you. And that's why I love our favorite plant. (Wish I had some. Been dry. Can't wait for my first harvest. . .)
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When I was 20, I walked away from everything I was living. . . that's not a re-quote I am talking about myself. . . I was on the path of money and prestige, and left it all behind, quite consciously at that (that was when I had my "man in the reflection" moment.) Since then I've had my experiences with the good, the bad, and the ugly. Seen the disaster of heroin addictions warfare and politics and all these demons many people play with and often let take over their lives. . . sometimes even just the slow-killer we call apathy.
I did find my Don Juan teacher. It was great but neither of us were what we expected of each other, lol. Eventually, I walked away from him. . . for a while.
Thanks, friend. Somehow I am sure that if you knew who you were talking to you'd be quite surprised what it looks like on the other side of that screen, hehheh. Clearly though, I found a good place to say somethings I was "meant" to say, when I was "meant" to say them, to who was "meant" to hear them. I love these moments.
Your brutha from anutha mutha,
-AmicusCuriae