Im a loner by nature...By this I mean I'd really rather be by myself doing my own thing (reading, biking, being otherwise productive, etc) as opposed to just hanging out with a bunch of other people doing nothing at all, especially a bunch of other single guys,
so all this does not really bother me that much, but I am still left wondering that people must see something in me that they really dislike.
When people I know have parties Im never really invited, and when I am I am pretty much ignored to the point that I would have been better off staying home.
I play an instrument, and since I was in a band that recently broke up I placed an ad on craigslist. Someone responded that knows of me, has met me, and is currently in a band with a person I used to play with. When they found out it was me all communication ceased.
There are other things also, phone calls or emails to people are not returned, stuff like that.
Sounds paranoid and crazy, but this kind of stuff has been going on long enough and often enough that there is obviously something going on....
I've never lied, cheated or ripped anyone off so I know thats not what is at issue...
so all this does not really bother me that much, but I am still left wondering that people must see something in me that they really dislike.
When people I know have parties Im never really invited, and when I am I am pretty much ignored to the point that I would have been better off staying home.
I play an instrument, and since I was in a band that recently broke up I placed an ad on craigslist. Someone responded that knows of me, has met me, and is currently in a band with a person I used to play with. When they found out it was me all communication ceased.
There are other things also, phone calls or emails to people are not returned, stuff like that.
Sounds paranoid and crazy, but this kind of stuff has been going on long enough and often enough that there is obviously something going on....
I've never lied, cheated or ripped anyone off so I know thats not what is at issue...