I'm not beating myself up about it too much anymore. I now realise that she has issues, as do I, and we were simply never going to give eachother what we were expecting.
I'm actually thankful for the experience. She made me realise what I really need in my life right now.
I fucking love you guys (and girls). You've made me feel a whole lot better about this. I appreciate that.
Great attitude! Way to brush those shoulders off!