February 2012 - Wow, and yet another year has come and gone.
I'll be 60 this year Dad, can you imagine that?
I always thought that by the time one reaches this stage in life they would be emotionally well prepared to deal with the loss of loved ones. I figured that since they could almost see their own end slowly approaching, that there would be some type of natural support to help them accept what has to happen to the generation that came before them. But with Mom just turning 97 and her health slipping, I often feel like a small child, knowing that a great loss is just ahead that I will have great difficulty dealing with, just as I still do yours. Maybe if you guys didn’t love me so much things would be easier. (I jest, of course)
I looked at my wedding pictures the other day. It was 1973 and you were just over 60 at that time, almost the same age I am now. It’s kind of funny, but whenever I think of you, it’s that stage of your life that I visualize you in. And now, here “I” am. I wonder if there is some sort of cosmic meaning to all this, or am I just looking and hoping for one?
Oseh sholom bimromov, hu ya'aseh sholom olaynu, v'al kol yisroel; vimru Omein.
(May he who makes peace in heaven, bring peace to the whole world, Amen)