... and all I've been doing is a sansho here and a sansho there.
Anyway, I hope everyone is ok and doing better than me. Keep up your chanting my friends because when you slacken your faith THE THREE OBSTACLES AND THE FOUR DEVILS MIGHT JUST BEAT THE LIVING PISS OUTTA YOU. Please forgive the negative tone of my message, I hope this cloud over my head goes away and I know it will take more daimoku than ever before.
Have a good week and I hope this message finds you well and doesn't discourage you. If I made you feel bad that wasn't my intention, I'm genuinely suffering over here.
Be good,
MyohoDisco
Hey Easy! "A sansho here and a sansho there"? WTF DO YOU EXPECT??? (for those of you who do not know, a "sansho" is when we chant Nam-myoho-renge-kyo to the Gohonzon three times when entering or leaving the home where it is enshrined) To be perfectly honest, chanting hours a day each day, I don't do sansho when I enter and leave my home anymore.
But if that's all the daimoku coming out of your mouth, I'm glad you do!
One cannot strive as hard as you do without getting hit by the three obstacles and four devils. You seem to keep thinking you're gonna get a pass on that because you are trying so hard to live your life for the Law. It's confusing, I know, because I felt the same way. But it's just our Christian background deluding reality by making us think that if we are making the effort to be righteous and correct in the actions of our daily life that somehow that means we will be in a heaven like state as a reward for that.
WRONG!
Never forget the parable of Shariputra and the Brahman and the "eye plucking" episode! How much more selfless can one be than to give their own eye? Wouldn't you rightly be pissed if someone stomped on it after asking you to make that sacrifice? Who was the loser? Shariputra, for not being able to accept the karmic effort one must take on in seeking the unsurpassed way.
Just a few posts ago you were full of piss and vinegar! What happened?
You forgot to NOT LOAD UP YOUR SCHEDULE WITHOUT KEEPING ABUNDANT DAIMOKU AS THE MOST IMPORTANT PART OF IT! The good thing is this is actually quite easy to fix. You just have to have the guts to do it.
Much love and DEEPEST respect,
T