"I am so high right now that I will never smoke a sativa again, will only smoke indicas I think? My mind is going at 100mph, and my mind is Open Wide. I'm an average smoker, but I just smoked some nevilles haze that had a three month cure on it and I am paranoid as fuck "right now" while I am writing this. I was supposed to put some leftover hot wings in the oven an HOUR ago, seriously I am "fucked up" and I wish I had some one to look after me I wish I had someone to look after me seriously Im sohigh I feel like shutting my 30 day old flowering northern lights grow down and throwing everything in the dumspter lights and all.Im saying to myself right now" where did I get so brave to grow marijuana in my own house, what the fuck am I thinking about. No more hazes for me, especially after smoking indicas for so long, my mind is completely blown right now." Will my boldnesss come back after my high is down? I don't know but I am in space "right now' and paranoid as hell. Please let me come down off of this high and I will never do it again "I think." Unquote: