Find themselves constantly lying to co-workers about where you live, why you can't have anyone over/hang out, tell people you would never smoke (when your really looking at them while your as high as a kite and just spent the last summer digging through swamps so no one would find your shit). Its just less hassle (and safer) to lie but also a burden at times. I don't like lying but I don't like airing out my business AT ALL to anyone, but I work in an industry where alcohol, cannabis, and drugs are used and when the days over people tend to hang out, and it may seem a little weird when you do don't drink, or hang out because you don't want to get to close to anyone because it could open a can of worms not worth opening unless you like orange jumpsuits and having your name reduced to nothing but a bunching of fucking numbers.
Its really a burden when a female wants to hang out and you end up blowing her off because you can't explain why she can't come over. This happens a lot.
I do not post often anymore but I needed to rant. I'll never give up the lifestyle but at times its tough when your lying all the time to people you spend 60+ hrs. a week with. My closets people are in mainly family, couple people i grew up with... and are well trusted, have been stand up people for longer than some of you are alive...and have proven themselves as such over, and over... and that is already enough people for me. Anyway I still find its better not to mix work with what I do at home.
Its really a burden when a female wants to hang out and you end up blowing her off because you can't explain why she can't come over. This happens a lot.
I do not post often anymore but I needed to rant. I'll never give up the lifestyle but at times its tough when your lying all the time to people you spend 60+ hrs. a week with. My closets people are in mainly family, couple people i grew up with... and are well trusted, have been stand up people for longer than some of you are alive...and have proven themselves as such over, and over... and that is already enough people for me. Anyway I still find its better not to mix work with what I do at home.