Hi there.
Im a male of 39 years living in Scotland
I don't know where I've been or what i have become. I used to have a sound knowledge of what is what regarding growing. I've not had a smoke in precisely 13 months 4 days. I feel like i have lost everything. I'm no longer happy with myself. I miss my beloved smk. I decided i would start a grow possibly my 17th or so.
My last grow consisted of 3 Auto white widow by pyramid seeds purchased from pick n mix seeds. All a failure. The heartache prompted me to call it quits. last week my partner placed an order with herbies seeds consisting of Auto white widow. Auto Anubis Auto anesthesia. All strains pyramid seeds And bringing along a free Critical + Auto by dinafem courtesy by Herbies. None of them popped or even sprouted the tap root. My knowledge from what i recall placed those seeds in a glass of mineral water @ ph 6.2 @ room temp for 36 hours or so at a maximum.... @ 16 hours they all sank. telling me its time to sow. I gathered my John innes No2 dirt. (should have used no 1) And seated each seed @ 1/2 an inch. today checking up on them a 6th time for each day passed and no sign of a break through.
I figured patients..... it didn't happen... so i dug them up and all 4 seeds hadn't popped. I lost the plot and squeezed each seed between finger and thumb. rendering them worthless. I feel like a newb again although my first grow was the most successful when i was much more of a noob.
The hell is going on with me. were those seeds actually dud. is it pyramid seeds. wtf fking fk. is it a mental health problem....I want to start again.
How do i go about messaging herbies without mentioning germination so i could possibly get the seeds resent. or should i have just waited. What the fk am i even doing here. i think ..time to delete my text what a waste of time when i could have been watching GOT rather than spending over an hour scripting this thread. I will post it anyway, maybe someone understands i sure as hell dont. I expect no replies. but someone saying something please. what a waste of time
Im a male of 39 years living in Scotland
I don't know where I've been or what i have become. I used to have a sound knowledge of what is what regarding growing. I've not had a smoke in precisely 13 months 4 days. I feel like i have lost everything. I'm no longer happy with myself. I miss my beloved smk. I decided i would start a grow possibly my 17th or so.
My last grow consisted of 3 Auto white widow by pyramid seeds purchased from pick n mix seeds. All a failure. The heartache prompted me to call it quits. last week my partner placed an order with herbies seeds consisting of Auto white widow. Auto Anubis Auto anesthesia. All strains pyramid seeds And bringing along a free Critical + Auto by dinafem courtesy by Herbies. None of them popped or even sprouted the tap root. My knowledge from what i recall placed those seeds in a glass of mineral water @ ph 6.2 @ room temp for 36 hours or so at a maximum.... @ 16 hours they all sank. telling me its time to sow. I gathered my John innes No2 dirt. (should have used no 1) And seated each seed @ 1/2 an inch. today checking up on them a 6th time for each day passed and no sign of a break through.
I figured patients..... it didn't happen... so i dug them up and all 4 seeds hadn't popped. I lost the plot and squeezed each seed between finger and thumb. rendering them worthless. I feel like a newb again although my first grow was the most successful when i was much more of a noob.
The hell is going on with me. were those seeds actually dud. is it pyramid seeds. wtf fking fk. is it a mental health problem....I want to start again.
How do i go about messaging herbies without mentioning germination so i could possibly get the seeds resent. or should i have just waited. What the fk am i even doing here. i think ..time to delete my text what a waste of time when i could have been watching GOT rather than spending over an hour scripting this thread. I will post it anyway, maybe someone understands i sure as hell dont. I expect no replies. but someone saying something please. what a waste of time