Severe Depression

[Loc Dog]

Wish I had friends in person, as great, as those here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It is sad, my best friends are here.

One I would give a kidney to, and would not for family.

 

[shithawk420]

Nice Bruce Lee anology loc dog.be like water my friends.

 

[SPG.]

I Was'nt Able to find the Quote where 'AN' im sure Says "i dont believe we die as such. ...? live on in the Sense of Remaining in the minds of our loved ones etc.." So? they are Memories of which we all have at anytime Regardless of if the person is" living or not" That is not the Soul moving on!??..
The Arabs believe "when you go your in a new place in 3 Seconds!!"
Comforting thought.
I personally believe when we move on so much of the "Believed persona".-Characteristics, is "deleted" and we enter a far more kind/forgiving/un-worrying/peaceful..Time.
Free of what is gathered from the Spoils of Daily living in Society .E,G Words & Images Also The "Effectiveness of mans interaction and understanding of His own species and that all life is Life.. Here on the Beautiful planet we live on
e.g the chicken gives the egg! Dont eAT THE CHICKEN TOOO!!!!! kinda thing...
But..Then again.. If they were bigger sure they'd eat us up!
Ive got some breast in the Fridge!..


Similar Happens/has happened here Retro grow Some Vicars have been Prosecuted and also Care workers!

 

[Ph-patrol]

Wish I had friends in person, as great, as those here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It is sad, my best friends are here.

One I would give a kidney to, and would not for family.

Loc I'm hearing what your saying on family. Lol I have some sisters that are a fucking handful. Good people on Icmag and off.

Peace

 

[DAT]

. im so fuckin depressed. I just searched the entire site and no one is decorating their tents for Halloween ..?

 

[Ph-patrol]

. im so fuckin depressed. I just searched the entire site and no one is decorating their tents for Halloween ..?
[URL="https://www.icmag.com/ic/picture.php?albumid=57157&pictureid=1335143&"]View Image[/URL]
[URL="https://www.icmag.com/ic/picture.php?albumid=56215&pictureid=1335136&"]View Image[/URL]

Hope your feeling better DAT.

 

[DAT]

no not until u decorate ur tent for Halloween and show some spirit and camaraderie is that too much to ask , to have a lil fun around here. jeez

 

[Ph-patrol]

There are two things DAT. 1st is Im a bit bah humbug when it comes to holiday celebrations. 2nd thing you have a large and festive grow space. Mine is plane stuffed and a bit crowded.

Well I like Easter and thanksgiving because there all about Food.

 

[HempKat]

The problem with those assholes, back then, the authorities would always believe them. They are associated with the church, so they must be righteous.

POS's that hide behind religion, for their gain or perversion, should be crucified.

Again, I apologize for going off the positive train of thought AltarNation has brought.

I apologize to all!!!!!!!!!!!

Well if the afterlife those priests believe in truly exists then their punishment will be much greater then any here on earth could ever inflict.

 

[SPG.]

^That looks Coooool "DAT",good growing


..i got one,i got one!.. n,scary shadows..Woooooo


Dads Birthday today 21 OCT! -76 i think! ['38]

 

[HempKat]

I have got a little of each variable on my plate... I'm tiny but also berserker... I have been in like two fights and they were both with people I considered friends at the time... I am scared what would happen if someone challenged me... I take a fight as a threat to my life, not a game... I am subconsciously inclined to do everything I can do completely disable the person at the very least...

So I sorta want to study martial arts myself, for these reasons. I have been a pacifist my entire life... bullies provoked me with verbal and mental abuse in school, and I would just try to ignore it. Occasionally I tried to shoot my mouth back but I was too nervous a kid to deliver anything effective to disable the attacks.

As an adult i've lived with a lot of social anxiety about what other people think and have had a lot of challenges keeping my throat chakra open, saying what I need to say, et cetera. I have continued to avoid physical confrontations because I see peace as the best path... but I am starting to realize more and more that maybe I need to test my convictions... I am reminded of the fight club scene at the beginning when he says "how much can you know about yourself if you've never been in a fight?"

I'm not about to go start one to find out... because I'm too rationally minded to pursue that... but I do have antagonistic energy on a subconscious level and people tend to want to spar verbally with me as a result... which sucks, because I prefer to just get along on a conscious level. In order to address the subconscious level, I suspect it would behoove me to study martial arts. I am most interested in tai chi and qi gong currently, but wouldn't settle for the westernized version that's all about exercise... I need a real master who will teach me the wisdom behind the art.

Yeah the western versions of Kung Fu only focus on the fighting skills whereas true Kung Fu was a way of life that included, medicine, art, and a host of other things not typically thought of as Kung Fu in the Western World. The closest representation in movies and TV to what it was really like was The show called Kung Fu starring David Carradine. Although you only saw brief glimpses of the things other then fighting.

 

[SPG.]

^Whats that!!!? [on the screen] LOL... Severed Hand!?.. Bahaha

 

[SPG.]

Yea ya got a load..
You must get a Broomstick my dear!! ..joke lol






..."hearing pearl jam on the radio ",,sure they were seattle too!??

no question !! jus' aliveeee arnt we..
wooo so coool :-D

 

[Loc Dog]

Tried to message, but blocked. Hope you are well!!

 

[DAT]

im so bloody depressed., itz just one thing after another

when i opened my tent tonite i was absoloutley HORRIFIED
and SCARED to DEATh because i pack of rats was attacking my SEXY super LEMON haze. They were sucking on my beautiful buds and when i startled them they tried to attack me.

 

[LEF]

from what I remember hearing, some leaders in china exterminated a large portion of kung-fu (shaolin?) monks but now they are sort of making a come back

 

[AltarNation]

Yeah, I'm really into the idea of learning the traditional arts. I am keeping my eyes open for an opportunity, but have yet to find my opening for it.

 

[AltarNation]

How's everyone doing?

I am pretty well... been enjoying the c99 and keepin my head up... feel like I barely overdried one jar so not sure if the cure is ruined for that jar or not but I got boveda 62's in all jars now. If i caught it early enough those should take over from there.

Got some more strains drying now, glad I'll have the 62% packs ready.

 

[SPG.]

Hi dude!
Fearsome lookin' Critters there Dat!!

 

[Loc Dog]

How's everyone doing?

I am pretty well... been enjoying the c99 and keepin my head up... feel like I barely overdried one jar so not sure if the cure is ruined for that jar or not but I got boveda 62's in all jars now. If i caught it early enough those should take over from there.

Got some more strains drying now, glad I'll have the 62% packs ready.

I screwed up a whole bunch, two grows ago, with moldy smell. After that, I over dry, then Boveda.