Well he DID say we could mock him...........Womens point of view........maybe when you didn't get wood,she felt it was because she didn't turn you on.Well these guys are all just bein nice!!What happened to old fashioned mockery!! Ida had her clothes off with a quickness,then again Imma pro,know what I mean softy!!
So I go and meet this woman I met on the internet. She's 39 and I'm 24.
I got to her house and we get along great. She's smiling at me all the time and staring deep into my eyes, and I into hers. Then the subject of sex came up and she asks if I want it. I say yes of course.
She asks about my experience and I told her straight, I have none. She then told me she'd always said if she met a virgin she would help them out. I think ok cool, she'll show me the ropes.
So we get upstairs and she sits down with me on the bed and asks if I know what it means if she tells me 'stop'. This sort of weirded me out and made me wonder if she had been abused in the past. I tell her not to worry and I'd never hurt her. She says ok and lays own with me on the bed.
We're both still fully clothed at this point. I start kissing her then I take my shirt off. Then she asks me to take my pants off, so of course I do.
Now I'm lying there totally naked, she's still fully clothed. I am feeling a little self-conscious at this point.
She rubbed me trying to evoke an erection but after about 30 seconds of no joy she asked if it was alright if we stopped.
I told her if I could see her body it would make things move along but she started withdrawing from me at that exact point.
We then went downstairs and she was totally different towards me. Like I'd just unveiled a grotesque third bollock or something.
She wouldn't even make eye contact with me.
I tried to talk to her about it but she was withdrawn so I thought it best that I leave.
She has since made it clear that I am simply a friend to her and can't be anything more.
I have to admit it's fucking with my head quite a bit to the point of making me feel sick and crying like a baby. (yea I cry sometimes big whoop wanna fight about it?)
I suppose I'm looking for some reassurance seeing as I'm not the most confident guy to start with.
Or you are free to mock me also. Whatever you wish.
