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Cozy Amnesia
I broke up with my girlfriend of 16 months about 5 weeks ago, the first two weeks it was just a "break". But now it's totally over. I was pretty depressed for a while but things got better and I was less depressed over her. I still thought about her a lot though.
And then she filled a position at my place of work that I told her about when we where still dating. At first I wasn't too made about it, I thought that it meant that maybe she wanted to be around me more. But later in the week I found out that, this is the most fucked up part, that she is now dating my supervisor.
I was pretty fucking pissed. This guy was my friend before I started working for him, he got me the job. The first day that I knew about it and we had to work together, I was pretty certain I was going to deck him in the face and quit, I was just waiting for the opportune moment.
Then he gave me a couple lines of blow and I decided that he was a pretty good guy. I told him that if they have feelings for each other that I really couldn't do anything about that and that it's all ok, even though it's not. The next day I had to work, both of them had the day off. Instead of making it less stressful, it was actually worse because all I could think about is what they where doing together.
I'm trying to be strong about it and ride it through. I really like the job because I get a free meal any time I want, the pay is good, the work is easy, and I like(d) the people I work with. So it just sucks really bad that this has to happen.
It's been really rough on me. I was hopelessly in love with this girl, and I thought she felt the same way about me. When she broke up with me, she said it was because she wasn't happy any more, she didn't want a boyfriend who was too committed (wtf?), and that she wanted to be single. Now after only 3 weeks she already has a boyfriend?
The worse part is that not only is she dating, but she found someone better than me. I can't afford to take her out to the bars every night and I don't have a sack of coke at all times to keep her high. I hope they crash and burn, but I fear the worse.
Ok, with all that said, what should I do? How can I get over this? Should I quit the job, or toughen up and ride it through? I don't want her back (well kind of, but I know it would be wrong), all I really want is my life to be balanced again.
And then she filled a position at my place of work that I told her about when we where still dating. At first I wasn't too made about it, I thought that it meant that maybe she wanted to be around me more. But later in the week I found out that, this is the most fucked up part, that she is now dating my supervisor.
I was pretty fucking pissed. This guy was my friend before I started working for him, he got me the job. The first day that I knew about it and we had to work together, I was pretty certain I was going to deck him in the face and quit, I was just waiting for the opportune moment.
Then he gave me a couple lines of blow and I decided that he was a pretty good guy. I told him that if they have feelings for each other that I really couldn't do anything about that and that it's all ok, even though it's not. The next day I had to work, both of them had the day off. Instead of making it less stressful, it was actually worse because all I could think about is what they where doing together.
I'm trying to be strong about it and ride it through. I really like the job because I get a free meal any time I want, the pay is good, the work is easy, and I like(d) the people I work with. So it just sucks really bad that this has to happen.
It's been really rough on me. I was hopelessly in love with this girl, and I thought she felt the same way about me. When she broke up with me, she said it was because she wasn't happy any more, she didn't want a boyfriend who was too committed (wtf?), and that she wanted to be single. Now after only 3 weeks she already has a boyfriend?
The worse part is that not only is she dating, but she found someone better than me. I can't afford to take her out to the bars every night and I don't have a sack of coke at all times to keep her high. I hope they crash and burn, but I fear the worse.
Ok, with all that said, what should I do? How can I get over this? Should I quit the job, or toughen up and ride it through? I don't want her back (well kind of, but I know it would be wrong), all I really want is my life to be balanced again.
