I think that when your ex breaks up with her new coke dealer that the coke guy will cause you trouble. Time for a change.
I recommend that you take down the grow, rent out your place, and go traveling (a strain hunt in Asia sound good??). It's the best way to get over your first serious relationship when it goes sour. Then, when you return, you'll have had such amazing experiences and met such great REAL girls from all over the world that you won't give a damn about your ex. And odds on, everyone you leave behind will be jealous as hell.
Just to plant that seed in your brain....
I recommend that you take down the grow, rent out your place, and go traveling (a strain hunt in Asia sound good??). It's the best way to get over your first serious relationship when it goes sour. Then, when you return, you'll have had such amazing experiences and met such great REAL girls from all over the world that you won't give a damn about your ex. And odds on, everyone you leave behind will be jealous as hell.
Just to plant that seed in your brain....