TOH has diabetes, and this weekend, has been a roller coaster ride for him. He went to bed Friday night, and his blood sugar was fine, he woke up at 4 in the morning, and it was 34(he usually has seizures when it drops that low), he ate peanut butter toast, and woke up at 7 am, with a blood sugar of 403. he has been an insulin dependent diabetic, since he was 7. We have been together for 13 yrs, and I have seen his diabetes get worse and worse. His blood sugars get harder and harder to manage. The way they bounce around wreaks havoc on his body. Seeing a doc, is not an option, and even when he did go to the dr, they just told him that this is the progression of the disease. He is starting to get these little red bumps on his lower legs, at first we thought in grown hair, then a spider bite.....he had them a few years ago, and they got infected, and he had to have surgery, to drain them. I have my own medical issues, but his worry me way more. I would gladly give my life, to make his better. He has been so strong his whole life, and he doesn't deserve this shit. He is truly the most decent and honorable person I know. He is ethical kind, and trustworthy. I would truly be lost without this man, in my life. So, if you are feeling like doing a good deed today, send some positive healing vibes, to TOH, the other half, to my whole. Thank you.