JackSkellington
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well i didnt know where i should post this or talk to about this so i decided my fellow icmaggers would be good to go to 
well for the past 6 months to a year ive been having severe paranoia( i think) mostly when i smoke...dont get me wrong weed use to my life daily thing loved getting new strains to smoke n test and i stilll do smoke alot...but its like 1 out of every 3 highs is good and the other ones are terrible. so let me tell you what happens. sometimes i think a rash is forming in my throat and i cant breathe, sometimes i think im having a heartattack or just gunna pass out, i also get sharp pains in my head sometimes and think somethings wrong with my head...i know for a fact this isnt normal..idk if its just extreme paranoia or real so ive just been shruggin it off..before this started happening i was a really outgoing person and i was loud if anything but i increasingly find my self to be so shy i wont go out and talk to people to get jobs then other days ill wake up and ill feel like my old self and ill be as social as ive ever been. i even find it hard to talk to my own family sometimes. ive also lost alot of friends cuz of this whole deal
thats what i feel like..ive been to doctors about my throat and i even got my tonsil removed but its still happening..they just keep saying its allergies or something else. has anyone ever experienced anything like this??
i doubt it but i gotta do something this aint cuttin it no more..and also i get rashes randomly and my eyelids swell up in the mornings alot...ive assumed it was allergies but ive been poppin benadryl and other meds like candy..any1 that can chime in it would be much appreciated..i hope i can go back to enjoying this amazing plant as much as i once did
well for the past 6 months to a year ive been having severe paranoia( i think) mostly when i smoke...dont get me wrong weed use to my life daily thing loved getting new strains to smoke n test and i stilll do smoke alot...but its like 1 out of every 3 highs is good and the other ones are terrible. so let me tell you what happens. sometimes i think a rash is forming in my throat and i cant breathe, sometimes i think im having a heartattack or just gunna pass out, i also get sharp pains in my head sometimes and think somethings wrong with my head...i know for a fact this isnt normal..idk if its just extreme paranoia or real so ive just been shruggin it off..before this started happening i was a really outgoing person and i was loud if anything but i increasingly find my self to be so shy i wont go out and talk to people to get jobs then other days ill wake up and ill feel like my old self and ill be as social as ive ever been. i even find it hard to talk to my own family sometimes. ive also lost alot of friends cuz of this whole deal thats what i feel like..ive been to doctors about my throat and i even got my tonsil removed but its still happening..they just keep saying its allergies or something else. has anyone ever experienced anything like this?? i doubt it but i gotta do something this aint cuttin it no more..and also i get rashes randomly and my eyelids swell up in the mornings alot...ive assumed it was allergies but ive been poppin benadryl and other meds like candy..any1 that can chime in it would be much appreciated..i hope i can go back to enjoying this amazing plant as much as i once did
and bl;aze420 thats exactly what i do i think about it so much it happens and i cant stop thinking about it...lol thank god theres more people out there i thought i was goin crazy..and yea idk what it is because i seem paranoid even when im not high now but the high seems to bring it out in full force.
ive actually quit before for about a month but my life just never came togethor so i started smokin again..lol. depressing i know. and arctic blast to answer your ? ive had 2 grows under my belt 1 chuck d cannacopia...noob mistake turned out chitty and another black domina which is a very indi dom strain but still the paranoia so im geussing its not just sativas but just weed in gen brings it out more..ive been buying lately though. white rabbit thanks for chimmin in
that gives me a lil confidence to know you went through this and got out of it really ...i thought i was the only one with this bad of paranoia
and b yea i do have alot of stress in my life right now maybe it is time to stop tokin and get everything back in its right place
thanks icmaggers for everything and happy smoking and growing to everyone
