I have found not watching the news, and watching comedies, puts me in better mood.
I watch a lot of Modern Family, Big Band Theory, Funny video's, and Impractical Joker's.
Hope you are feeling better!!!
in the middle of my 10 hour dialysis treatment, and cant sleep due to pain...
Watching latenite television has become impossible because my wife will awaken and be to concerned for my comfort to get back to sleep... Fortunately my line to the machine reaches into the den, and so here I am...
in the middle of my 10 hour dialysis treatment, and cant sleep due to pain...
Watching latenite television has become impossible because my wife will awaken and be to concerned for my comfort to get back to sleep... Fortunately my line to the machine reaches into the den, and so here I am...
checked out some of the music you listed.
today is hot outside so i feel kind of lazy.
trying to do things inside the house.
so much to fix up around.
Hows it goin today?
I've been feeling kind of down lately. Life is beautiful but there is also so much stress and negativity. All my life i have worked my ass off, Nothing goes to plan, everything gets fucked always. Everything changes so quickly. Shit gets overwhelming sometimes.
Today kind of sucks. feel down and not motivated to do much. seems to happen every few days or so. not much that i care to do today but i dont really have anything to do. guess its just one of those days where i start drinking when i wake up and then pass out later.
Thanks choom!
That would be awesome if you were the security guard.
Wow that is so lame of those cocksuckers at Hemp pulling off the buds. Yeah I was there too and I know what you mean about the Hempfest crowd. I see those punks sleeping outside in the streets in Seattle and you see all the fuckin tents pitched everywhere. its so discusting. These crazy ass fuckers are pitchin tents right on I-5 underpasses where just a small patch of grass is!!!! and they are everywhere.
Its mighty scary shit.
what about those fuckin Holy Roller Bible Belchers yelling into their microphones out side the fest telling us all how evil we are for smoking ganja... next time I go there im going to have some fake blood ready and I going to spi t it on them and tell them I am possessed...lol
where did everyone go? isn't anyone depressed anymore?lol
how are you jib? whats up homie?
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Hello was just wondering if anyone else is or has been going through severe depression? I have always been kind of down on myself since i was very young and i once was able to be happy at times i now find myself in a constant state of deep depression and then when my mom died earlier this year i just went over the cliff and seem to only be hanging on by a mere thread.
I have become a full blown alcoholic and am not capable of taking care of my self at certain times. I lost the passion for growing only for it to come back a little but i lost the strains that i had for years so i gave it all up.
Thankfully i have savings from over the years to support me now because i don't really get much done anymore. I lost contact with all former friends and family and it seems like all i do now is sleep or try to sleep. I sometimes try to reflect on how my life went so sour but it is what it is.
Don't drink alcohol. This stuff has pretty much ruined my life.