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Hi friends,
Before I start my little story, a little background is in order...
I am an occasional smoker, I smoke maybe 2-3 times a week, mostly to fight stress and some back pain.
The other night my back was hurting and I felt overwhelmed by the week I had at work. So I took out some Hashberry I grew last summer and smoked a nice bowl. Instead of crashing in front of the TV I decided to just lie in my bed and listen to some music on my ipod. I've just put the Pink Floyd wish you were here album in there. I've never been a Pink Floyd fan and it is the first time I really took the time to listen to what they did.
If you don't know the album, it's got a great ambiance to it, very trippy and well mixed.
Anyway, instead of really listening to the music, my mind kept wandering from thoughts to thoughts. I started thinking about my family and my girlfriend which studies in another city. I am not a person that is very close to his emotions and I mostly try to bury everything and keep moving but somehow this night, a lot of different emotions came over and I kept thinking about how I have a great girl and how she really tries to be the perfect girlfriend for me.
Then I understood that I felt this way because of the weed made me more open, expanded my mind and thoughts and ultimately made me a better person (from the stressed out, closed, control freak I am).
It reminded me how I use to take long walks, back when I was living with my parents, to smoke and ended up thinking about life and analyzing so many subject. I felt like I haven't took the time to do it in so long.
Anyway, I just felt great and happy and I wanted to share it.
Before I start my little story, a little background is in order...
I am an occasional smoker, I smoke maybe 2-3 times a week, mostly to fight stress and some back pain.
The other night my back was hurting and I felt overwhelmed by the week I had at work. So I took out some Hashberry I grew last summer and smoked a nice bowl. Instead of crashing in front of the TV I decided to just lie in my bed and listen to some music on my ipod. I've just put the Pink Floyd wish you were here album in there. I've never been a Pink Floyd fan and it is the first time I really took the time to listen to what they did.
If you don't know the album, it's got a great ambiance to it, very trippy and well mixed.
Anyway, instead of really listening to the music, my mind kept wandering from thoughts to thoughts. I started thinking about my family and my girlfriend which studies in another city. I am not a person that is very close to his emotions and I mostly try to bury everything and keep moving but somehow this night, a lot of different emotions came over and I kept thinking about how I have a great girl and how she really tries to be the perfect girlfriend for me.
Then I understood that I felt this way because of the weed made me more open, expanded my mind and thoughts and ultimately made me a better person (from the stressed out, closed, control freak I am).
It reminded me how I use to take long walks, back when I was living with my parents, to smoke and ended up thinking about life and analyzing so many subject. I felt like I haven't took the time to do it in so long.
Anyway, I just felt great and happy and I wanted to share it.