Thanks to all those who decide to read this but I thought maybe this could be happening to someone else.
I've had this friend for several years who is a heavy smoker. He will easily smoke an ounce in a week. Anyway, back to the beginning...
I have been growing for a couple of years and in those two years I have never had a personal stash to myself. I grow in a limited amount of space with only 400 watts so I don't expect much. But, my friend always comes to me buying everything that I have so that I don't have anything left to myself.
Recently he got married and I decided to give him 2 Original Haze x Skunk #1 plants that I had to grow for almost 5 months. Along with that I grew a Satori clone and a Mandala #1 plant. Out of those, he bought all the Satori and much of the Mandala. Fast forward to two months...I ask him to send me some bud because I don't have access to any where I'm staying at the moment. I don't think the bud's gonna get to me, maybe it got "lost" in the mail. But now he wants the only bud that I have left (back at home) for himself, for that bud that he sent me in the mail. Now, I have sent him stuff before and never asked for anything in return.
I'm getting tired of having to support his habit and mine. Some of you may ask, then why do I sell to him? Because sometimes he says that he can't get anything anywhere else, and what am I supposed to do when he knows that I've got a harvest done? Plus I feel sorry for him.
I would be okay with selling him only a little bit, but he always comes back asking if I have more to sell. Now I feel like I have to lie and say that I stopped growing just so I could have something for myself.
Any suggestions on how to deal with this?
I've had this friend for several years who is a heavy smoker. He will easily smoke an ounce in a week. Anyway, back to the beginning...
I have been growing for a couple of years and in those two years I have never had a personal stash to myself. I grow in a limited amount of space with only 400 watts so I don't expect much. But, my friend always comes to me buying everything that I have so that I don't have anything left to myself.
Recently he got married and I decided to give him 2 Original Haze x Skunk #1 plants that I had to grow for almost 5 months. Along with that I grew a Satori clone and a Mandala #1 plant. Out of those, he bought all the Satori and much of the Mandala. Fast forward to two months...I ask him to send me some bud because I don't have access to any where I'm staying at the moment. I don't think the bud's gonna get to me, maybe it got "lost" in the mail. But now he wants the only bud that I have left (back at home) for himself, for that bud that he sent me in the mail. Now, I have sent him stuff before and never asked for anything in return.
I'm getting tired of having to support his habit and mine. Some of you may ask, then why do I sell to him? Because sometimes he says that he can't get anything anywhere else, and what am I supposed to do when he knows that I've got a harvest done? Plus I feel sorry for him.
I would be okay with selling him only a little bit, but he always comes back asking if I have more to sell. Now I feel like I have to lie and say that I stopped growing just so I could have something for myself.
Any suggestions on how to deal with this?