Dude, all I can say is that it could be way worse. My old lady killed herself. Lots of explanations. She was Asian (accepted), she had Lupus and it was getting worse, she had family that had done that, etc., etc., blah, blah, blah. I STILL feel shitty.
I purposely avoided turning to drink. I saw too many people do that and they ALL regretted it and had a real hard time coming back, and being a drunk did nothing but just delay everything. Besides I still had an 18 year old daughter who needed by sober ass. She's fucked-up anyway, of course, but she would have been worse if I became a drunk.
So, what I'm trying to say, it could have been much worse, she could have laid a guilt trip on you you'll have the rest of your life. People keep saying new pussy is the answer. Go for it. Me...I'm done with that shit. No thanks. Enough is enough. I been fucked over just once too often.
I purposely avoided turning to drink. I saw too many people do that and they ALL regretted it and had a real hard time coming back, and being a drunk did nothing but just delay everything. Besides I still had an 18 year old daughter who needed by sober ass. She's fucked-up anyway, of course, but she would have been worse if I became a drunk.
So, what I'm trying to say, it could have been much worse, she could have laid a guilt trip on you you'll have the rest of your life. People keep saying new pussy is the answer. Go for it. Me...I'm done with that shit. No thanks. Enough is enough. I been fucked over just once too often.