My deal isnt Im depressed or want to grow more, its that I've always just had the desire to be a wanderer, I never really make close relationships, and I am a real routine person, I do everthing by the book but day dream to carelessly break away. Kind of like the kid in Into the Wild, only I dont want to die in the end.
dont grasp that kids head so hard....i did for a looooooooooooooooong time
fucker will kill you.