Wow.
Let me tell you what happened the morning after my experience at age 15... I was a kid so full of energy from what he had seen. I had the truth and I saw all the reasons why what I had seen had to be true. Suddenly faith was real and belief seemed pale in comparison. I was faced with what to do with my divine knowledge of the universal way.
Mrs. BOG was my 15 year old girlfriend at the time and she remembers me that day. It was as if I walked on air because the ectasy of my experience hadn't worn off. I was telling her about what I had discovered and how I thought it could be written down.
Perhaps I was delusional to think I could write this complex concept in a short paper but I tried. The complex concept was too large to be maintained by my normal conscious mind and I was unable to put my experience into words.
The reason I told my g/f was because if written this concept proved itself and made it pointless to even need laws to regulate people misbehaviors. I knew that we could all be self regulating if we understood and knew the truth.
I have been reading about all the eastern philosophies including taoism, buddism and hinduism. I like these new forms and I see this as the evolution of what jesus was talking about. The new age religion to come that brings a world of peace. An end to againstness.
Southern Girl, thank you for your wise words. I will regain my foothold and return to the place I have not been able to return to with the help of my friends here. Now I am confident of that. Recently I met people in Vancouver who told me of meditations I can attend with masters who will help me reattain that which I feared I no longer deserved.
Stonergirl, I am so happy for you. Tom did confide in me about what had happened to you. I know he told me this because we are going to be so close some day. Tom and I already know this. This news of your hesitancy to seek treatment or even chant for this tells volumes about you sweet thing. You are the eternal mother. Your children mean so much to you that you considered yourself unimportant compared to their welfare to the point of denying your own needs.
There are essential oils that can actually regenerate nerves but we are the ultimate healers. You will put that beautiful smile back on your face eventually and your children will make it hard not to smile fully. Everything happens for a reason.
There are no coincidences...See them as signs. I keep following the signs on my quest which will never end. There is the singularity and it is the lifeforce energy called Love. This is why many have defined GOD as Love. When you experience the lightning bolt of love you will know that there is a heaven people.
We will all meet soon. BOG
Let me tell you what happened the morning after my experience at age 15... I was a kid so full of energy from what he had seen. I had the truth and I saw all the reasons why what I had seen had to be true. Suddenly faith was real and belief seemed pale in comparison. I was faced with what to do with my divine knowledge of the universal way.
Mrs. BOG was my 15 year old girlfriend at the time and she remembers me that day. It was as if I walked on air because the ectasy of my experience hadn't worn off. I was telling her about what I had discovered and how I thought it could be written down.
Perhaps I was delusional to think I could write this complex concept in a short paper but I tried. The complex concept was too large to be maintained by my normal conscious mind and I was unable to put my experience into words.
The reason I told my g/f was because if written this concept proved itself and made it pointless to even need laws to regulate people misbehaviors. I knew that we could all be self regulating if we understood and knew the truth.
I have been reading about all the eastern philosophies including taoism, buddism and hinduism. I like these new forms and I see this as the evolution of what jesus was talking about. The new age religion to come that brings a world of peace. An end to againstness.
Southern Girl, thank you for your wise words. I will regain my foothold and return to the place I have not been able to return to with the help of my friends here. Now I am confident of that. Recently I met people in Vancouver who told me of meditations I can attend with masters who will help me reattain that which I feared I no longer deserved.
Stonergirl, I am so happy for you. Tom did confide in me about what had happened to you. I know he told me this because we are going to be so close some day. Tom and I already know this. This news of your hesitancy to seek treatment or even chant for this tells volumes about you sweet thing. You are the eternal mother. Your children mean so much to you that you considered yourself unimportant compared to their welfare to the point of denying your own needs.
There are essential oils that can actually regenerate nerves but we are the ultimate healers. You will put that beautiful smile back on your face eventually and your children will make it hard not to smile fully. Everything happens for a reason.
There are no coincidences...See them as signs. I keep following the signs on my quest which will never end. There is the singularity and it is the lifeforce energy called Love. This is why many have defined GOD as Love. When you experience the lightning bolt of love you will know that there is a heaven people.
We will all meet soon. BOG