Looking at it in the light of day the post really was a good example of my bad writting or rather drifting. I decided to start posting some of the related things here so I could get some feedback about my writting or if I could get the points accros after so many unanswered emails over the decade. And that is what I got so I shouldn't have acted like a baby. It was exceptionally bad.
There are so many elements to the simple big picture its difficult especially for me to even bullet point it without a million words. And always as I try to explain a discovery made while in "the zone" where everything is fast and on multiple levels (like many programs running at once) and I think a factor is as I try to describe it the dopamine factor kicks in I read a lot about it, but I get excited like and then I try to spit the info out how it came in and its why you see the topics change like a bove.
Yes like your daughter said it's about ruined my life and I was the biggest critic until I learned I'm text book typical for atypical individuals. Now I see when my Shadow is leading me towards trouble not always but I try to accept the good and go with the gifts and not get carried away with the impulsive risk taking side.
Having that scrap yard with a thousand tons a month of equipment cycling by my eyes and a lenient dad who let me have areas just to play (I was about 10 yrs old at first) but i'd have dozens of priceless inventions going at once.
I believe it was like steroids and a gym for the good parts of the condition. The only problem is most cant stay stuck so deep for so long they have to function. I could and did spend years like that and now i can tell I slip and drift too easily and have become more "disabled" to communicate the things discovered on the divergent hwy.
It for those with kids like this is really like trying to explain how you arrived at conclusions using a quantum operating system with big packets of data sifted through your leaky filters and try to translate it into binary.
Now I can spot someone like this fairly quickly I kind of recognize the accent so to speak but more so I pick up on their flow if that makes sense and you know what? It even agrivates me to the point of wanting to pull my hair out because I know they arent supposed to do that. Even though I'm a really severe example.
This is really good about an Autistic girl called in my language
I'm going to try and write something about the industry using Darwinian dynamics from articles that used Darwin to in relation to business. But its called (the article Im referencing) well it talks about divergence and randomness to create new categories. I think that is what these conditions are from. Populations with more possibilities advance and these people see things critical to the groups survival the rest miss.
The girl in the video would probably be a holy woman.
Peace thanks for the help and input.