I'm 27 and have just learned what I've known all along, my entire immediate family suffers from bipolar as do I.
The biggest problem in my life has been trying to find someone who understands me, but is most comfortably living in depression rather than manic.
So many of my friends and acquaintances are my polar opposite, I can never help their depression and they don't understand my explosive manic days.
I've fallen into rapid cycling for the first time as an adult, while I enjoy being the life of the party and all the confidence I literally burn out after a day or two and push friends away in hopes depression settles in again. At least depressed I lack the motivation to get myself in trouble.
No amount of indica is putting me to sleep anymore.
Growing and the patients that rely on me has become my life.
I need a kind soul that can give me a little guidance.
The biggest problem in my life has been trying to find someone who understands me, but is most comfortably living in depression rather than manic.
So many of my friends and acquaintances are my polar opposite, I can never help their depression and they don't understand my explosive manic days.
I've fallen into rapid cycling for the first time as an adult, while I enjoy being the life of the party and all the confidence I literally burn out after a day or two and push friends away in hopes depression settles in again. At least depressed I lack the motivation to get myself in trouble.
No amount of indica is putting me to sleep anymore.
Growing and the patients that rely on me has become my life.
I need a kind soul that can give me a little guidance.