Severe Depression

[HempKat]

I don't currently have C-99 in my garden, I foolishly let it go thinking I'd be able to get it back at some later point in time. Anyway here's one of my favorite pics from when I harvested my C-99.

Just to be clear, that's a quart mason jar ​

 

[SPG.]

^ You TOO HK..

 

[DAT]

hee heeI liked that farting Hamster video spg.LOL.
yeah yeah, my C99 looks a lot more like your Hempkat with those curly Qish pistils. Cool pick, thanks!

 

[AltarNation]

Yeah I agree that's true for most of us but I wouldn't go as far as to say it's true for all of us, there are real illnesses such as Parkinson's for example that can destroy the brain's ability to produce certain neurotransmitters, dopamine in the case of Parkinson's. It's these neurotransmitters that make up what we call "Brain Chemistry". So I do think there are actual cases where people have depression caused by a clinical condition they can't simply overcome by thinking differently. My point in a previous post was that I suspect the number of those suffering that kind of condition is far less then the number of people being given anti-depressants would suggest.

Fair enough, good point. I'm not going to debate whether or not the world works the same for others because I have no way of confirming whether or not it does. I think I was speaking in "we" wordings because MadScientist was expressing what I perceived to be parallel beliefs and I saw the commonality and was referring to it in that context. I don't mean to suggest that EVERYONE can live by the logic I described.

 

[SPG.]

!! There's sooo many more Dat! (not really of SPG tho..lol) But some members "BLAG" me.. well,one sure does/did..
Still,watch this space..

I remember C99 was VERY sweet!? sweetest ive EVER tried sure,but could be wrong..

 

[AltarNation]

Hello AltarNation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Having some problems with too high PPM an PH, on plants I can not afford to lose. Look forward to having you as friend.

You have done more than most users, as newbie, bringing positive direction, to depression thread. Everything you have said has been constructive, and uplifting. I already use it. Have numerous horrible points in life, and as soon as I think of it, change me train of thought.

Need good video hypnosis, for positive attitude. The idiot I watched , said you are a positive person and you will lead a positive life, which you were to repeat. Than he said you are a positive person (in hypnotic state). That was phrase to re-itter, when in doubt.

My problem is distractions - dogs, house members, kinkajou, etc.. Should hook-up in bedroom.

We have light 12 hours a day now, which is very depressing, especially since I am up all night.

Thanks brother, I appreciate that you appreciate me! Appreciation is a great thang to be passin' around.

I also have issues with distraction, I am super susceptible to them, like hyper aware of stimulus... but it's got it's blessings too so I accept it and try to work with it... I like being sensitive in a lot of ways.

Wish I could help with hydro but I am all soil so far. Any help I can provide outside of the reservoir I'd be happy to!

 

[HempKat]

hee heeI liked that farting Hamster video spg.LOL.
yeah yeah, my C99 looks a lot more like your Hempkat with those curly Qish pistils. Cool pick, thanks!

If you want to see more, especially macro shots of trichomes check out the insane clone posse link in my sig.

 

[AltarNation]

I don't currently have C-99 in my garden, I foolishly let it go thinking I'd be able to get it back at some later point in time. Anyway here's one of my favorite pics from when I harvested my C-99.

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Just to be clear, that's a quart mason jar ​

Beeeeautiful specimen HK! Love getting a nice big cola like that... yummy.

 

[AltarNation]

WOW aLTARnATIOn, THOSE ARE REALLY beautiful. Thank yoU for the pictures, that was mighty nice of U!
that a special pheno? the stems are red!!!!!!!!!!! I have never seen a plant like that before. My C99 looks so totally different then that...
and my buds have curly pistils and the buds are getting really big, swelling terrifically.
im pretty happy with how mine are finishing . the buds are getting really fat and I think its because of the new Bloom Enhancer I started using this round called Humboldt's Own Sonic Bloom with Vitamin B. I will take
some pics tomorrow lights off. here she is.i
I had to stick her in an akward spot inbetween my monster SLH waterfarm scrog and my dogs. I finally finished paining in all the white trichomes, im working on the details now...

Hey- The stems shifted due to deficiency perhaps, I am not an expert yet But it is also a less common pheno I think. Also, there are multiple breeders producing C99's... Female Seeds' C99 in my garden. Are y'all rockin FMS or something else?

 

[AltarNation]

!! There's sooo many more Dat! but some members "BLAG" me.. well,one.. lol
Still,watch this space..

I remember C99 was VERY sweet!? sweetest ive EVER tried sure,but could be wrong..

C99 is definitely very sweet... usually a pineapple or a grapefruit pheno, but there's been said to be a less common that tastes sort of like both of those and is sometimes called mango? I think that third one is what I have. Pineapple is supposed to be the best in terms of potency, but I find this VERY potent compared to everything else I've grown. The only thing that can hold a candle to it on the sativa end so far is Diesel.

 

[AltarNation]

BTW Loc, I feel you on the sunlight issue! I am having issues with being up most of the night too, doesn't help at all! haha. I'm trying to correct for it... oh look it's 4:30 am, lol.

 

[Loc Dog]

BTW Loc, I feel you on the sunlight issue! I am having issues with being up most of the night too, doesn't help at all! haha. I'm trying to correct for it... oh look it's 4:30 am, lol.

Was up with saving plants, and household obligations till 9 AM mid week.

Trying to do more and drink less, and cheat, since last night (best sleep in weeks) from 1/2 melatonin time released, and thanks to you, not obsessing on those that have screwed me in past. Negative thoughts have no place in my life!!!!!!!!!!!

BE WELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[Loc Dog]

It is suprising for me to be so upbeat, when my plants run off is so high. Definetly hydro/hydroton/ flood and drain next time. I am control freak, and can not look at plants, and tell what is wrong.

 

[SPG.]

^Im up ALOT in the small hours too! Usually blow Zzz's/crash/sleep in 4 hr? Stints 24/7,when Applicable of Course

 

[Loc Dog]

You have helped more people than you can imagine. Your posts on depression, and getting out of it deserve its own thread/sticky!!!!

I have given up hope, but you are setting me on right direction. Will never get where I was work wise, or financially, but have to live my life to its utmost. You only get one shot, don't blow it.

Thanks so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks brother, I appreciate that you appreciate me! Appreciation is a great thang to be passin' around.

I also have issues with distraction, I am super susceptible to them, like hyper aware of stimulus... but it's got it's blessings too so I accept it and try to work with it... I like being sensitive in a lot of ways.

Wish I could help with hydro but I am all soil so far. Any help I can provide outside of the reservoir I'd be happy to!

 

[Loc Dog]

Off topic, but - the people I have met here, most are extremely intelligent, and some (10-15%) are genius.

Best wishes to all!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[AltarNation]

You have helped more people than you can imagine. Your posts on depression, and getting out of it deserve its own thread/sticky!!!!

I have given up hope, but you are setting me on right direction. Will never get where I was work wise, or financially, but have to live my life to its utmost. You only get one shot, don't blow it.

Thanks so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It is YOU that is setting yourself on the right direction mang! But I am glad that the words I put down helped to inspire you to do so my friend! It ain't no thang but a chicken wang! I just write what the voices in my head tell me to... hahaha..

 

[AltarNation]

Negative thoughts have no place in my life!!!!!!!!!!!

BE WELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Word, this is good stuff man... I appreciate the good vibes you are injecting back into the thread, you got that warrior spirit goin

 

[AltarNation]

^Im up ALOT in the small hours too! Usually blow Zzz's/crash/sleep in 4 hr? Stints 24/7,when Applicable of Course

Hey at least we all get round to the thread chatting around the same time, how convenient! Hahaha.

When I was younger I used to push it for fun... before I found drugs other than caffeine... I'd just stay up to see how long I could stay up, during summer vacations from high school. I think I made 72 hours before I had some weird symptoms that made me realize I SHOULD JUST GO TO SLEEP... hahaha. I slept for something like 22 hours afterwards. I woke up and it said "7:00" on the cable box... I looked out the window and it was sort of light out... and I could not for the life of me figure out if it was AM or PM... I was like "WHAT TIME OF YEAR IS THIS.. SHOULD IT BE LIGHT AT NIGHT OR DAY?"

I felt like Rip Van Winkle...

 

[Loc Dog]

Honestly think you are most positive message here, and have kicked me in the ass again, to go in right direction. I could go on for ten pages about how i have been fucked over by friends, lovers and enemies, but it would be useless, except to vent. To discard, is the healthy and positive thing.

Last night, with my insomnia, when a negative thought came in, I discarded, and tried to think of nothing.

I hope others have benefited!!!

It is YOU that is setting yourself on the right direction mang! But I am glad that the words I put down helped to inspire you to do so my friend! It ain't no thang but a chicken wang! I just write what the voices in my head tell me to... hahaha..