Hello was just wondering if anyone else is or has been going through severe depression? I have always been kind of down on myself since i was very young and i once was able to be happy at times i now find myself in a constant state of deep depression and then when my mom died earlier this year i just went over the cliff and seem to only be hanging on by a mere thread.
I have become a full blown alcoholic and am not capable of taking care of my self at certain times. I lost the passion for growing only for it to come back a little but i lost the strains that i had for years so i gave it all up.
Thankfully i have savings from over the years to support me now because i don't really get much done anymore. I lost contact with all former friends and family and it seems like all i do now is sleep or try to sleep. I sometimes try to reflect on how my life went so sour but it is what it is.
Don't drink alcohol. This stuff has pretty much ruined my life.
I have become a full blown alcoholic and am not capable of taking care of my self at certain times. I lost the passion for growing only for it to come back a little but i lost the strains that i had for years so i gave it all up.
Thankfully i have savings from over the years to support me now because i don't really get much done anymore. I lost contact with all former friends and family and it seems like all i do now is sleep or try to sleep. I sometimes try to reflect on how my life went so sour but it is what it is.
Don't drink alcohol. This stuff has pretty much ruined my life.