Met mine online a dozen years ago also. I had cancer and was going nuts from oxy. I met her on a site for people which chronic pain issues who hated their meds. She helped me get away from it. I loved her with all my heart, and would have loved to have spent the rest of my life with her. She passed away from the flu this past winter. She was the very best thing that ever happened in my life, and she made me want to make things better and to make a difference.