I am just trying to survive.....I have so many fleeting emotions, happiness is one of them, but so is sadness.....so I take what I can get, and keep it moving.
we all do the best we can
BTW...I'm not trying to convert anyone...just sharing my many years of experience of contemplating the true nature of not only happiness...but reality in general
and, we are all (or to be more exact, a part we call the "self" is always trying to survive
but, as Human BEINGS, there is another side to us, one that does not depend on surviving, but simply IS-ess along
I guess you can say it's invisible or unknown to the "self" and that is why our attention does not notice it
but it is as or even more REAL than the self...it is infinite and simultaneously nothing