Sorry to hear that, have you tried playing around with different styles to see if you can find something you hate less?
The less obvious benefits of being a grower
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Sorry to hear that, have you tried playing around with different styles to see if you can find something you hate less?
omucuverdeata
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well I managed to realise my dream to eat a green bud the size of my palm and get very very fucked up rofl 
maybe that came out wrong, i actually enjoy watching the plants grow and get fat and all that. thats awesome!
the hate factor comes mainly from the illegal status and my tiny apartment. i cant just have a bunch of ppl over and always have to find excuses why they cant enter a certain room and shit. it would be easier if i could grow in a real outside garden or a lockable basement or sth. and the trimming is a real bitch because im kinda allergic to weed, at least i get allergic symptoms when i trim. it fucks me up hardcore and it seems to get worse every time.
also the constant paranoia is kinda wearing on me lately, when my plants are in flower and getting fat i get a real bad feeling in my stomache and sometimes nightmares and stuff. i feel its having a negative impact on my life but mainly because of the illegal status of growing. its a source of stress in my life that i would like to eradicate.
but in my neck of the woods i have no other choice but to grow my own, because the market here has gone to shit and its impossible to find good stuff. my own weed blows all the commercial in my area out of the water. im praying for the day where it becomes legal and i can simply rent a outdoor garden and plant some big trees and enjoy them like nature intended it and not have to hide from the man.
Ah okay I get you and yeah if I tried to grow in an apartment I'd probably be feeling the same. I also hate trimming but mainly because the act of doing it for hours on end causes me fairly severe backaches from being hunched over.
If it's at all doable though get yourself into your own house preferably with a big basement in which you can construct a hidden room. That should go a long ways toward allowing you to feel much better.
soulclappin
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yes im with you man, share same feelings, also i wish just not to tell the people who im smoking with that thats my weed but all other people too who i know and present it as my hobbie, proudly!
When speaking on topic i ressurected my interest in piano playin and music theory studieng.When i was doin my 9to5 job i def never had the time or the energy to do that, also had lots of time with my family, its just prescious and life enjoying times now that i will never regret, only then when weed never gets legal, then im criminal to my blood forever.kinda sad, lighting to that
Closet_Grower
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THIS THREAD RULES!!!!!!
so many laughs....
My less obvious benefit is.... Connecting with Nature & Mother Earth
I feel now that I can take care of myself no matter what happens.... my career I was chasing kinda fell apart around me....
Im a farmer, and I fucking love it...
OP your post made me cry laughing.... so true.. I pictured you doing that... I have same box deal... ahahahaha
ICMAG never disappoints me
happy holidaze everybody
cg
so many laughs....
My less obvious benefit is.... Connecting with Nature & Mother Earth
I feel now that I can take care of myself no matter what happens.... my career I was chasing kinda fell apart around me....
Im a farmer, and I fucking love it...
OP your post made me cry laughing.... so true.. I pictured you doing that... I have same box deal... ahahahaha
ICMAG never disappoints me
happy holidaze everybody
cg
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draco
still got one left... 
Closet_Grower
Member
well I managed to realise my dream to eat a green bud the size of my palm and get very very fucked up rofl
hahah really?
my buddy always eats the roach.... i love it, hahahah
yeah i wanna get a nice house in the long run with a basement to chill. that would be awesome. but its not possible in the next couple of years at least.
@soulclappin
yeah it sux man! when the talk comes to hobbies i cant talk about it. i spent alot of time researching and finetuning my shit and am very proud of my work. so it blows that you cant talk about it. its a schizophrenic way to life and not mentally healthy IMO, but unfortunately neccessary.
well they make bitchin corner towers when im playing fort with the sofa cushions...Well yeah, but... How many of them will you ever use for any other purpose?
I'm currently eyeballing one in my garage wondering if I really need to keep the stuff that's already in it, 'cause it would fit in my new tent so nicely
Yeah but consider this, if it did become legal it would become very unlikely you could continue to support yourself on just your growing which would mean going back to a 9 to 5 job and giving up the time, energy, etc.
Closet_Grower
Member
bingo....
i like fixing my shit and planning new stuff (hence more fixing)
i get bored the second my stuff is running 100%... which it never is so on with the show!!!!!!!!
omucuverdeata
Member
yep it was a big outdoor bud and I was already stoned but it wasn't such a good idea, I had to walk home trough bushes in a field in the dark with a backpack full of weed cuz every taxi on the road seemed like a cop car was chasing me and the bats and owls in the dark were chasing me
I really like that I never have to smoke the same old shit swag that floats around on the street. I always have my own private stash of great smoke.
