I don't even know how to start this! I'm feeling like utter shit right now. Maybe someone has a similar experience and it'll make me feel less shitty.. My last grow I scored over a pound and a quarter of which half a pound was stolen. So says the courier who was on the way to a cooperative. What can I do. I'm not violent and I'm not a talker so I took it for a loss swallowed it.
A couple months ago a friend fronted me some work and it was all golden. At this point I'm working with a new courier whom was somewhat quick and reliable up until the last batch where he simply forgot to pay. Seriously? I don't bother you while you work but if I call you then enough is enough! Where is the cheese?!!! Now I don't fucking work - being a total fucking moron I quit my job because I decided to grow full time and I need to answer for this debt myself!! Yes this is my fault. Yes I will never accept fronted work especially when someone else puts in their sweat and effort and has to wait for me to come through!
At what point does the lid explode? I've never been violent but something inside me is changing and it's scaring me! I have thoughts I never had before and I know what will happen if I see anyone of these two couriers.. Is there a fucking school where you can recruit good couriers??
I am a farmer. I consider myself a farmer. Maybe not a good farmer but a farmer nonetheless. At what point in a pea sized brain does someone decide "I don't have to pay for this because he has plenty?" And who gives you the right to make that decision? So now here I am on the verge of losing a great friend because I literally do not have the means to comply with what is due! I will clear this debt. Hell I'm working on it as I type but WTF!!! Are you fucking serious??
I'm sorry for being out of character but I've been holding this in for some time and this is just something I can't speak about with anyone. Thanks. FUCK MY LIFE!!
A couple months ago a friend fronted me some work and it was all golden. At this point I'm working with a new courier whom was somewhat quick and reliable up until the last batch where he simply forgot to pay. Seriously? I don't bother you while you work but if I call you then enough is enough! Where is the cheese?!!! Now I don't fucking work - being a total fucking moron I quit my job because I decided to grow full time and I need to answer for this debt myself!! Yes this is my fault. Yes I will never accept fronted work especially when someone else puts in their sweat and effort and has to wait for me to come through!
At what point does the lid explode? I've never been violent but something inside me is changing and it's scaring me! I have thoughts I never had before and I know what will happen if I see anyone of these two couriers.. Is there a fucking school where you can recruit good couriers??
I am a farmer. I consider myself a farmer. Maybe not a good farmer but a farmer nonetheless. At what point in a pea sized brain does someone decide "I don't have to pay for this because he has plenty?" And who gives you the right to make that decision? So now here I am on the verge of losing a great friend because I literally do not have the means to comply with what is due! I will clear this debt. Hell I'm working on it as I type but WTF!!! Are you fucking serious??
I'm sorry for being out of character but I've been holding this in for some time and this is just something I can't speak about with anyone. Thanks. FUCK MY LIFE!!