High Frequency Healing
I often speak to TwinBrother about a feeling I have in the left side of my head. It is a sort of cloggy feeling, like a golfball is in my head, or like, my brain is missing from that portion of my head. It seems to have a definite connection to negative states, like when I feel incredibly shitty - which has been too often lately - that cloggy feeling dominates my cerebral. I have had this feeling in various manifestations for at least a year now.
Yesterday, on 4/20, we smoked some nice hits of HomeGrown Cannabis. It was 3 different plants from the same family, packed into one bowl. TwinBrother layed down on the floor due to the intensity of the high, and invited me next to him. We closed our eyes and awed at Archetypal Pattern TrippyDope Visuals. Some time into the experience, I became aware of that feeling in my left headside. Something was different about it. I felt as if I was being prompted to take some sort of action. A sort of "this feeling needs to go, and you need to make it happen" feeling. I believe the first thing I did, was identify, and give a shape to the feeling. (This is discussed in Anthony Robbins' Unlimited Power. He had a group of people with intense migraines close their eyes and find the pain in their head. Focus on it, and feel it's 'shape'. Envision it as a tangible object. After this, he told them to do something along the lines of, making the tiny little powerless shape melt under the intense heat of the sun. This made most (or was it all?) of their migraines go away.) After I gave a shape to the feeling, I started the task of mentally abolishing it. I felt something happening. It felt as though the portion of my head was being permeated with colorful energy. My eyes were twitching rapidly -arguably pleasant. When I would clench my eyes tightly, I would feel an electric flutter buzz in my head. This got so intense I would have to take breaks because it was slightly frightening (I just tried clenching my eyes tightly to see if anything close to that happens - nada. Definitely unique to the situation). It felt as if I was being electrically recalibrated. Like a cosmic energy god operating on me.
I don't think the cannabis, or my intention/attention could have did this alone. Both had to be applied. It was as if the cannabis supplied the energy, and I had to mentally direct it. I recently read Masaru Emoto saying that dramatic and sudden changes in a body's frequency results in great pain and damage. He said that treatment must involve equal or higher frequencies, and that often scalpels are used in surgery, as sharp objects have a high frequency by nature. This is it. The cannabinoids in this weed, or cannabinoids in general, have a high frequency. I was certainly on a high frequency - I was totally high, seeing amazing VividSubtle visions, getting a tiny peak at UniversalNature. I am reminded of the Floral thread by Mr. Alkaline, where he talks much about the high frequency essential oils, with rose being the highest. I am in awe at the potential power of rose oil cannabis paired with conscious direction towards healing.
Onto today. I woke up feeling different in the head. I feel a different feeling in my left headside. It feels like a strange "After Surgery" feeling, like something was pulled out, or like, that feeling when you just took off a BandAid. It is simply incredible. I am feeling amazing today. I have been SuperProductive and haven't had any downpoints. I feel really confident, and not extremely sensitive and self conscious as I tend(ed) to be. My circulation feels equalized, I am not feeling the intense ColdSweaty Imbalance I tend(ed) to feel. I feel more integrated with my living experience - I have been less irritable, less tired, and more fascinated with life's awesomeness. Reading these words doesn't quite do the transformation justice. I am pecking this out at 5 in the morning right now, feeling fully up and alive. I am teeming with Gratitude.
A thought that comes to mind, is that I have seen multiple people mention being "healed by Ayahuasca". I didn't look further into the specifics. I think it must be something similar to this. High Frequency Healing.