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letmeout

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hey how is everybody doing,good i hope.Well i got some bad news the other day,my growing partner moved to california and took some of my growing equipment all of my mother plants and most of my huge seed collection.What an asshat.Now i only have a half oz of buds and one gram of oil to last me until i can figure something out.I am going to plant some autoflowering plants this weekend so i will atleast have a little meds at harvest.I really need to get enough money up to move to michigan so i can atleast grow my meds.Oh well it looks like i will be taking the poison the doctor prescribes me for quite a while.
Thanks for listening ,i just needed to vent my frustrations.
 
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letmeout

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I take care of my grandmother since i am on disability and can't keep them in her fridge.That is why i kept them at his house.I plan on getting my own place again soon since my grandmother is doing much better now.
 
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slave4sail

It saddens me to hear of your misfortune letmeout. May you be blessed with bountiful harvests to make up for the selfish deed acted upon you.

While I suffer no physical pain, my overactive mind borders near on obsession at most hours of the day and leave hardly any room for a sound sleep at a reasonable time.

Without calling for a pity party, sometimes I just feel like screaming at the top of my lungs, "STOP THE BULLSHIT BRAIN, JUST STOP IT RIGHT NOW" "BRAIN, YOU ARE OBSESSING AND I CAUGHT YOU, STOP IT RIGHT NOW"

Toking something nice to slow down the constant brain chatter, thanks for listening and well wishes to all.
 
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LifeIsGrowing

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@letmeout: That truly sucks. I wish you the best and hope that you can get back on your feet again soon and get to doing alright. Its hard to trust anyone these days, and it's really rough living on disability as well. I know. It's horrible

@slave: I definitely understand and know the feeling all to well. I've had uncontrollable panic disorder since I was about 14. For years I had racing thoughts, diagnosed as schizoaffective, bipolar I and II, chronic panic disorder, agoraphobia, and several others. The years of stress from my brain intensified the neurological condition I was born with that causes chronic pain, which led to my fibro. Fibro is caused by mass amounts of stress and overactive nerves. When your heads racing, your nerves are to. Trust me that it will be alright, just keep smoking that herb, it's saved my life, and even with all the shit I have to go through between psychiatric wise and then fibro and 3 infused discs, 3 slipped, 2 bulging, and a neurological condition that requires brain surgery. I know what it's like, but you have to stay positive and know that there is good enough herb to acutally control it completely, but dont let it eat your body alive. It's horrible when your already having psychiatric problems, and then bone pain. Then all the stress you build up turning into fibro, which is hard to control pain wise, it's widespread and horrible. But cannabis has saved my life. I know it can save yours. Positive thinking, proper cannabis, and always working to fight through it is all it takes.

By the way for someone with fibro, I'm only in my mid-late 20's.

-LIG
 
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reality checker

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my aunt has fibromyalga. she has a very low tolerance for narcotics. even for cannabis. she visited me for a week, and just sitting in the room with me, she didn't take a single narcotic the entire week! she even went home back east, where they don't have medical cannabis laws, and told her doctor all about it.
 
bigdaddyc9

bigdaddyc9

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Fibro sucks and with the low pressure system marching east from Michigan,Im in friggin agony ag...o knee!Even the sour diesel wont touch it.Sorry to hear of your grow buddy bending ya over.Karma will dust his azz for that. BigD
 
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Marywanna

Gonna check out a dispensary today. See if I can find lollipops. if you guys don't hear from me,you will know I got arrested.......................
 
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MrBluntfaced

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Marywanna said:
Gonna check out a dispensary today. See if I can find lollipops. if you guys don't hear from me,you will know I got arrested.......................
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Good luck! Hope you find what you are looking for :)

I recently managed to get my hands on (what I was told is) some OG Kush. It seems to help the knee pain pretty decently - enough to allow me to have gone on a couple long walks in the past week. That felt really nice, I love MJ and her freeing powers!

Anyone else had success with OGK for pain? My scene is VERY VERY limited with selection - as in - I have the best connect and I can only manage to cop an OZ at most of random nice strains. Which literally are random since NOBODY around here knows for sure what anything is...besides that its 99% commercial crap 'round here. Its literally as if there was NO interest in quality ganj or anything of the likes until the past two years. (PS - I know there is obviously a more knowledgeable scene in my area, but I live on the East Coast, where loose lips sink ships :()
 
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Marywanna

Only Kush I tried was Master Kush from Nirvana. Really REALLY liked it for pain relief.
 
bigdaddyc9

bigdaddyc9

Member
OG Kush works excellent for pain issues.Not to mention the fact that it also gets you pretty stoned to the bone,for bone numbing pain relief.
 
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Marywanna

Hee Hee,you said "Bone Numbing":laughing: Oh and I just told Hubs where I was going and he got all pissed off and told me I will get arrested because they are not legal here. He won't let me take his car because he says the cops will take the number and follow me. I am a LEGAL PT in my state and have my card. He can bite my ass and cut the grass himself cuz I ain't doin it.:moon: JERKFACEBUTTHEAD
 
bigdaddyc9

bigdaddyc9

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It totally sucks to have your mate not approve of you getting well.My wife is an RN OR manager who gives me shit about smoking,daily.I dont know many men who will go outside to smoke in the crappyist weather and come inside-wash my hands,brush my teeth and spritz on some Axe or other smelly stuff and still get the "You smell" thrown at him.This is the same woman who told my kids about my use and did it when I wasn't there to defend my use.My son who is the real thinker approves 100% my girl who is a sheeple is no committed but my wife even though she knows it keeps me well as can be and sane as can be literally abuses me over it."Im gonna leave" etc etc etc.We have been married for 15 years and on our 1st date ever I told her I used pot and alot of it and if she couldnt handle that we should not go on a 2nd date.Well here we are and she still is an ass about it.It sucks almost as bad as the state I live in.SUCKS TO BE ME! BigD
 
herbwarts

herbwarts

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I've been tasting a newbie to herbwarts Called Chocolate Chucks it's a kush as well I have become "comfortably numb"... You know you can see clearly when your not force forced by pain to look at yourself.
 
DevilsReject

DevilsReject

Member
bd my wife is an Occupational Therapist and totally supports my smoking & also when i start growing because she see's what it does for me.

I can understand about smell because when she use to smoke reg, ciggs i would get on my wife about the smell in our house, our cloths, our suv & car etc so after 29 years she quit cold turkey a pack a week habit for 29 years and last may was her first full year smoke free.

So not to be rude and fair to my Wife i smoke in my man cave *den* with incense going and my 2 fans blowing so she never says a thing, i guess 30 years of marriage and being soul mates does really mean something ;)
 
nattynattygurrl

nattynattygurrl

Natalie J. Puffington
Veteran
"He can bite my ass and cut the grass himself cuz I ain't doin it. JERKFACEBUTTHEAD " -Mary
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:biglaugh:

Thanks Mary, I really needed that giggle.
I hope you picked up something tasty! Enjoy!! :smoke:
I'm gonna head out a bit later to a couple dispensaries myself.

...And I concur, fuck that lawn!! :nono:


I hope this finds all of you doing alright!
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Take care!
 
nattynattygurrl

nattynattygurrl

Natalie J. Puffington
Veteran
You know BigD, I was reading your last post and it really concerned me.
It sounds like she is causing you a great deal of stress; making it difficult for you to medicated and even may be jeopardizing your safety by telling people.
I was in a marriage that caused me a great deal of stress and actually made me sicker; I started to notice how much better I would do/feel when I would go to visit my family and how much worse I got whenever I was back w/ him. I finally left and my FM got a lot better as the stress started to leave my life. (And then my hip went...lol.)

Anyways, it's the '2cents' of an outsider, I don't know much about your situation; however I genuinely hope that you do what is best for your health; whether that be staying w/ your wife and children, or leaving, if you think that might help improve things. Sometimes you have to put your health first!!

Hang in there BigD!
 
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