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....thrown me into a depression.
..again.
This was talked about before shortly in various other threads, but I think I want to mention this incase there are people out there stuck wondering why they are feeling the way they do.
First..marijuana is a miracle plant (we all know this)...i LOVE it's effects, and enjoy smoking/vaporizing, and the whole social culture around it.
BUT. here's where i went wrong...i'm a huge fan of the Kottonmouth Kings, and in their songs they clearly sing about smoking tons, tons of weed all day every day. Now..this is where I screwed up. Everyone who smokes weed CANNOT smoke every day large amounts; some people can pull this off and be fully functional and have no side effected, but here's what i notice.
When i'm "always high" and "never come down", my head becomes very, VERY foggy, i can't think straight half the time, i forget things frequently, and my sex drive is decreased dramatically. not my ability, just the drive...like i dont WANT to go out and get laid as often as i normally would. I tested this by quitting smoking for 2 months solid - and guess what - all my negative symptoms went away, and i felt AMAZING.
Needless to say in the interim i tried Wellbutrin (antidepressant) to see if that helped me while i smoked. It made things worse...i felt like a fucking ZOMBIE.
Breaks are KEY with frequent marijuana usage...right now i've probably been smoking daily for a good year or 8 months since my last break. I'm out of weed, and don't get paid till friday, so i'm stopping for a few days then when i get more, cutting down dramatically to only a few times per week.
It's fucked up though. I know for a fact the amount of weed i'm ingesting is directly causing these symptoms in me, but i love it so much. I love doing anything high, it makes work fly by (and i have a very stressful job)...and without it...it's like i'm lost. But i have to weigh the pros/cons...do i want these depression symptoms, or do i want to be normal again?
Those of you who smoke regularly and feel the same way (or think you may be depressed or have a lot of anxiety) - before you try medication or anything else, quit smoking for at LEAST 2 weeks, if not a month or 2. The first week-week and a half is almost detox, and you won't sleep/have nightmares/be very irritable. After that though, seriously, you feel like a million bucks.
..again.
This was talked about before shortly in various other threads, but I think I want to mention this incase there are people out there stuck wondering why they are feeling the way they do.
First..marijuana is a miracle plant (we all know this)...i LOVE it's effects, and enjoy smoking/vaporizing, and the whole social culture around it.
BUT. here's where i went wrong...i'm a huge fan of the Kottonmouth Kings, and in their songs they clearly sing about smoking tons, tons of weed all day every day. Now..this is where I screwed up. Everyone who smokes weed CANNOT smoke every day large amounts; some people can pull this off and be fully functional and have no side effected, but here's what i notice.
When i'm "always high" and "never come down", my head becomes very, VERY foggy, i can't think straight half the time, i forget things frequently, and my sex drive is decreased dramatically. not my ability, just the drive...like i dont WANT to go out and get laid as often as i normally would. I tested this by quitting smoking for 2 months solid - and guess what - all my negative symptoms went away, and i felt AMAZING.
Needless to say in the interim i tried Wellbutrin (antidepressant) to see if that helped me while i smoked. It made things worse...i felt like a fucking ZOMBIE.
Breaks are KEY with frequent marijuana usage...right now i've probably been smoking daily for a good year or 8 months since my last break. I'm out of weed, and don't get paid till friday, so i'm stopping for a few days then when i get more, cutting down dramatically to only a few times per week.
It's fucked up though. I know for a fact the amount of weed i'm ingesting is directly causing these symptoms in me, but i love it so much. I love doing anything high, it makes work fly by (and i have a very stressful job)...and without it...it's like i'm lost. But i have to weigh the pros/cons...do i want these depression symptoms, or do i want to be normal again?
Those of you who smoke regularly and feel the same way (or think you may be depressed or have a lot of anxiety) - before you try medication or anything else, quit smoking for at LEAST 2 weeks, if not a month or 2. The first week-week and a half is almost detox, and you won't sleep/have nightmares/be very irritable. After that though, seriously, you feel like a million bucks.