FUCK this week

[thekingofNY]

Sorry i need a place to vent, I have about 2 bowls of herb left, and as of right now, nothing in stone of getting more. ON top of that I have been having about the worst week ever, well not ever, but a pretty bad week...

normally this wouldn't be an issue, had I not been smoking daily for the past 2 months or so as I have been in tons of pain...and have been trying to stop taking my rx's completely and just use marijuana.

this leaves me with sleeping.... i hate just sleeping all day, but I know if i am awake i will either have to take tons of fucking RX's to function, or sit in a ton of pain. Hell i am still going to have to take some of the RX just to sleep all day.

one person i was talking to all day today said yea no problem after work... well thats now and now his friend doesn't answer his phone, this guy is about 35 too... I wouldnt care if he didnt tell me it was all set earlier! Yet he always acts like this, its like dealing with a high schooler, yet he has a son thats nearly 13!

besides that person I have 3 other people I can get green from and one of them can't get any tonight, and the other didnt answer the phone and i believe is busy anyways and the 3rd person I can meet up with Sunday night for a 1/4, or possibly monday... that will work, but FUCK, I haven't been without weed in like a year, i forgot the damn feeling

I am trying to see the good side of this, and stay positive, yet i dont see any... I can't work on my plants or box as it causes a shit load of pain even with weed, I could take narcotics and get all fucked up, but I DONT want to take the fucking pills!

It's fucking friday damit... where is my time machine? Fast forward about 3 months and this wouldnt be a problem...

 

[Feyd]

I think a "dear diary" section of ICmag should be opened up for posts like this...

 

[thekingofNY]

I think a "dear diary" section of ICmag should be opened up for posts like this...

lol... that made me smile... days like today in which I think I should think about moving to a medical state, as I would have no problem getting approved.

 

[billy_big_bud!]

i hear ya bro. things have been shitty for me for a bit now but i know things will get better. keep your head up.

 

[KnottyDollar]

lol... that made me smile... days like today in which I think I should think about moving to a medical state, as I would have no problem getting approved.

At least in a medical state that treats chronic pain with cannabis, not all of them do.

 

[thekingofNY]

At least in a medical state that treats chronic pain with cannabis, not all of them do.

the ones I want to move to do.... actually i think like 12/13 do, or 10/13, a huge percent, chronic pain is one of the conditions... hell i have been on hydrocodone for 5 years now aswell as another shiaty opiate that actually works, but sucks in that it only works for a few hours....and i am in my mid 20's...

 

[JJScorpio]

I'm just curious as to what part of NE you are from. I hear a lot of other people saying they cant find bud. I didn't think it was that bad anywhere....

 

[upgradeshafted]

hire a munchkin to do all your labor for you...they work really cheap usually just room and board and a case of redbull a week and you know what the red bull gives you...you will have that munchkin growing you more dope than you can smoke in no time....just go to www.merrymunchkinmarijuanaslaves.com for all your munchkin needs...peace

 

[thekingofNY]

I'm just curious as to what part of NE you are from. I hear a lot of other people saying they cant find bud. I didn't think it was that bad anywhere....

its not that I can't find it, Its just I have to wait till Sunday Night or monday, or probably tomorrow, lots of people have it, its just getting a hold of them that i am having trouble with ... and i have just given up on my 35 year old friend that is going on 16. Instead of answering the phone now and just telling me he cant do it/is going to bed or WHATEVER, he just doesn't answer the phone, or his kid does and i can hear his kid trying to hand him the phone...then it goes dead

at least i talked to another friend that i hadn't talked to in awhile, an old dealer, but still a friend, was going to see if he wanted to go get a beer and catch up...

 

[upgradeshafted]

ketchup does not go good with beer and beer does not go good with pain pills

 

[thekingofNY]

ketchup does not go good with beer and beer does not go good with pain pills

i beg to differ... but to each n their own , it makes the pain pills much more effective, just like weed normally does.

 

[Sheriff Bart]

i sure as hell hope those pain pills dont also have tylenol
cause if you have been drinking and and takin tylenol
you need to go get some milk thistle extract and never do that again
that is if you like having a liver....

 

[thekingofNY]

i sure as hell hope those pain pills dont also have tylenol
cause if you have been drinking and and takin tylenol
you need to go get some milk thistle extract and never do that again
that is if you like having a liver....

dont worry man, i been doing this shiat for way too long... they only have 325mg's of tylenol, and i only had one, and 2 drinks...

but good looking out though man, thanks

 

[Yummybud]

Dear Diary, Fuck my life.


yeah life isn't fair, or maybe it is fair and I just suck. oh and I have weed all the time, that's not my problem

 

[GET MO]

YEah I know the benefits and pitfalls of mixin pain pills with liquor... Im at a point in my life where everytime I drink My kidneys get sore as fuck the next day, accid reflux, and feal like I ate a bottle of cayane pepper when I shit. Time to put it down... It was fun while it lasted. I think acohol is more addicting than a lot of shit, I fucked with yayo for a year in highschool, ate shroomz, popped thizz, acid, bunch uh shit, smoked cigs for 5 years, only one thats hard ta quit iz liquor.

Anyway I just got in a car accident yesterday, cars total and I gotta lump on my head, gon be hard as fuck gettin to my outdoor... missed some important classes(was on my way to school) , very crucial, gon be hard as fuck to pass. job called the same day but I couldnt make it cuz no ride(night shift), and ta top it all off I aint got enough money ta go get gta4. Oh well...
Oh yeah, forgot ta put 'Dear Diary' ha ha !!!

 

[GET MO]

oh yeah I just found out my whole crop iz seeded today...peace

 

[Yummybud]

If I started writing all my problems in a Diary it would be bigger than the freakin Bible.

 

[GET MO]

Alcohol fucking up my body has forced me to get healthy, I didnt like that car and since it was the other persons fault I should get paid enough to get a new one, the accidental seeding of my crop could be a blessing, the cross-strains would make for some interresting hybreds(hashberry pollen on gdp, the purps, pk, strawb cough, mandala1 females). I got someone to help me look out fo the outdoe.....
Everything happens for a reason, enjoy life. No pain no game, my brother has a rare bone disease, bones break like glass, has experienced more pain then anyone I know. He still strugles through it and complains less than anybody I know. Its all what you make it.

 

[thekingofNY]

If I started writing all my problems in a Diary it would be bigger than the freakin Bible.

my god, YB, u stopped by one of my threads, i think this is a first....

I feel ashamed... for myself.

On a positive note, i just went and looked at my diesel clone that i have fimed twice already, and FUCK YA, i love the fim technique, and OG for showing it to me...

I almost want to go take a pic, actually i think I will... its how happy it made me... I'll show a before and after.

This SLUT:




used to look like this 2 weeks ago:

 

[Feyd]

If I started writing all my problems in a Diary it would be bigger than the freakin Bible.

Because you would write about 1,000 entries for one individual problem... each one 20+ pages...