[justalilrowdy]

Be strong. Look ahead to a better life. Addiction is a horrible sickening life. I know first hand. Want a better life for yourself. Its precious and addiction is a waste of that life. Think about a future.. forget the past.

[Weird]

Bro first off

Props to you for recognizing it and wanting change it, it is a hell of a burden but not impossible bare especially if you see what its doing to you.

Second don't be afraid to reach out and get help to get clean

third bro remember when the chips are down and bad things in life are calling you KEEP IT GREEN

she never betrays you like that

i hope you find some peace and harmony in your time of suffering

[Babbabud]

Way to man up and get it out in the open. Now keep your family in mind and do the right thing for them. You are a strong man ... step up and be that guy!!
Nam myoho renge kyo like the roar of the lion !!!

seen a few of my old pals go through this so my thoughts go to you ive seen what this filthy drug can do to good people so heres wishing you the best on getting of it .and yes you can beat it m8 good luck .

[paulo73]

I´m with you all the way HerbGlaze!
You´ve done the hard bit.Recognizing it and asking for help.
I believe that cold turkey is one of the best ways of confronting ones adiction.We need to feel the pain that comes from our own actions.I said this only based on my personal experience as a long time addict.
Please stay strong!
My best vibes are with you

[Sleepy]

asking for help is the most difficult thing for many.

please find a way to stop before you are gone.

please stop.

[Nicoli]

Glad you realize the problem. Now you need to do something about it, and find out how strong you are. IC is a good supportive community for the most part, you will have lots of people pulling for you here.

I know tobacco may not be as addictive as other drugs and whatnot, but for me I never thought I could quit cold turkey, on my own, and IC actually helped alot, people telling me to stay strong constantly, etc. It helped a ton to finally kick my bad habit.

Hang in there, you can overcome anything at all if you are strong enough.

[Weird]

pot is one of the only substances that wont take more from you than it gives in relief

[skunkfunk]

Much respect for posting your problem. What worried me though was that you say you have contemplated suicide.....that will also kill your loved one's.....mate try to avoid thinking that ( easier said than done....I know. ).

Cold turkey isn't easy and can be dangerous....think on that one ( treatment programs and stuff...but that might not be your thing ). Keep on smoking the weed as you are definatly in need and it will help.

Life can test us at time's and heroin addiction is a BIG test. I'm sure you can battle it though with some good advice and support here on IC.

Sending positive vibes and love your way over the pond, stay strong and good luck mate.

[Grendelkhan]

Herb I can totally understand your pain. I can see by your post at 2 am that your not sleeping and are have a lot of emotional pain as well. It will get better if you want it too. Talk with friend and family. Drink lots of water, get work-out protein drinks if your having issues eating and holding it down, try to move or walk even though I know you don't feel like it at all. I know all this because I have gone thru it a couple of times. In fact I am on my first day of detox right now. Don't let the negative feeling take over, know that it will get better and honestly if your group of friends are using as well then your most likely going to need to stop seeing them for a while. Good luck and know that your not alone in this.