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herbglaze
Keep up with the good thoughts m8.
I ave just started taking an anti depresent recently can be a good thing for awhile.
When U dont need them any longer it is possible to wean yourself back off.
Continued Warm wishes and strength to you brother

[Sundance]

Hi HG

Very happy to read that your doing much better and on the path to a far better, happier and healthier life

Keep pulling straight up

Wishing you the very best !!!!!

Sundance

[tequila_sunrise]

Herb, if it is any consolation, I am 4 years clean from the dope myself. It takes a shit ton of willpower and a shit ton of support. It sounds like you are ready to take the next step.

Been to detox, been to rehab, been to halfway houses. The one thing they all told me is that I had no control over it. IF I ever drank again(or smoked), I would die in a gutter with a needle in my arm.

The truth is that you do have the power to stop. You just have to want it bad enough.


I won't lie, I still crave it every once in a while. What keeps me clean is what I did to my family and friends that I can't take back. Also, the thought of being a slave is not appealing anymore.

Keep fighting, you can make it.

I'll keep you in my thoughts.

[Johnny_Hempseed]

Ask for it from above to be here below and you will never use again for as long as you live.

I pray in my heart and spirit for you to overcome.

[HerbGlaze]

God all this support is really meaning a lot to me guys.

Feels like I am just a let down though.. <--- Obviously I haven't been doing well.

I'm praying to every god right now to please save me.
:(

[zenoonez]

God isn't going to come down and take your hand and lead you away from this. It is your responsibility and if you aren't strong enough to do it then you wont. You know the consequences of failure. You may be fine for a month, two months, or a year, but at some point your body isn't going to be able to take it anymore. Death isn't something you respawn from, you don't get a re-do. You have to decide, either get up and get out of the situation you are in, or sit there with all the triggers and enablers around you and just wait for the inevitable to be realized. My suggestion is to move. Get out of the city, get out of anywhere that you know you can get what you want. If you need to, go apply for a job as a gate guard in some national park somewhere. But you have to make a choice here and stop waiting for someone/something else to save you. Get out of there. We are all here for you man but we don't want to sit here and have you just waste away.

[RetroGrow]

Forget about praying, and start doing.
You are the only one who can help yourself.
You either do or die.
Simple choice.

[Fo20Blazerrr]

Herbz


This is the hardest thing anyone hadda gone through, trst me i know..



Late 20' i was just a little wee wee but i saw field and fields of this because my family produce this shit

i lost my father, mother, uncle, brothers, sisters, and everyone around to this crap

i was on it 40 years meself, it runs in the family.

the only way you can get rid of this is to isolate yourself from everything you know and everyone you know for awhile.....


Do this


Pack your shitz

Go to a temple in the mountain

Stay there for awhile, pray with the monks, the monks willnt only clean u, they'll clean your soulz aswell.


If they can help me, they can help you. if you knock, the gate will open!


u really want to get off this ???


you can do it, but only you can do it.

Fo20.

[EddieShoestring]

you may have set backs. Give yourself a break for wanting/trying to get clean. You are going to get off the gear-thats the bottom line

eddieS

[BeardedClam]

Nothing can stop the man with the right mental attitude from achieving his goal; nothing on earth can help the man with the wrong mental attitude.


Thomas Jefferson