[Sinfuldreams]

I'm Back
Do I start this with a BANG " Here I am and I got the Shit!"
Or work it slow and sure and let you all know I'm back and things are well?

Eh Slow, thats my speed. Hello, I made it! I'm back. I told yeah I would be.
I checked in when I could, not much though. I been with out Internet for hell, 5 months maybe more.

Miss me? Hehehehe I missed You! Sure as hell have.
When I left ( MOVED ) I wasn't sure I'd Grow again, at least any time soon. The way things turn out for me, it could have been another deal killer. In other words I wouldn't be able to find a Space to grow and go find a regular job and go back to the normal world. I was very very depressed for a long while.

Some times though you can make progress just standing still. ( Paralyzed by fear! ) Since I had NO CLUE as to what would happen to me I did NOTHING. I put it in Gods Hands. If I was to continue to grow I needed his/her Help. If it was not to be, I'd sure know soon enough, I was scared.

As the weeks slipped past I knew I had very little time to find just a Place to Live, not with standing a Grow Room to Boot!? It Looked Bleak. I was facing my worst nightmare, a FULL TIME JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cried.

I had No Car, No Money, No Job and No real good prospect of getting a decent one.
I had no grow, hadn't seen a seed in 3 months at that point. To top it off I had to find a new place to LIVE? I was in a hurtin way.

Then I get a phone call from this guy. He had seen my grow a few months back. I didn't think he thought too much of it. But he calls and he knows I'm desperate. He's my Brother..............

He says He has to move too his Wife gave him his papers. He says we should find a place and move in together. We did, after a few months lookin and we know we can't get much. But we did it, got a place with a Basement.

I have a real door on the Lab now! and 4 real walls. and a ceiling as well. Happy me.
But I have no Money and he works me a bit in his business I let him keep the money.
Not bad. But then I get a call.

I can't say who it was, but I owe her a LOT and now even money. I got a loan. I didn't ask for it, wasn't seeking it. It's enough to get me my Dream Lab, Damn Close any way, and I ain't cryin a bit. If I spend wisely I might be able to fore stall full time employment.

I have everything I NEED, just WANTS left. Every time I walk in the new lab I Grin, I smile, I thank God.

The Idea is to Grow Cannabis by the Numbers, get the Variables under control. That will take a few grows. And to Make it Easy on ME!

I will start a New Sins Grow Lab in the Hydro Dept. Since I no longer grow Soil or soil like.

The Grow is now ON, Check out the new Thread.

Thanks to Cooked Cook who a few times during my down time gave me words to keep on Keepin on, Ceaser and Jubie an endless supply of info and good friendship thanks guys, helped me keep my eye on the prize.

Hazy and Baccas Keepin the Fort open and living, be in Soon if not already.

Natty, Jubie wouldn't give me that Hug you told him to give me, I feel Gyped ....... NOT! I'll wait for the real thing sweet heart.

The Babbas well you know how much I like you guys. Thanks for the kind words.

Yeah Hilly I didn't forget you! I thought I that PH Pen got ripped off! But the Kind Lady returned it, I thought my Judgement of people went sour. Well she still owes me money LOL I guess I will see. Hope she's just monkeyin around .)

Oh I hear Rack got his butt in a Bind, What's your new nick Rack? Sucks cause that was a good nick.

Herb? Herb?

Oh an before I forget my manners, Thank-you Gypsy, Dutch, Greenlantern. For having this site for us. And for me to call HOME!

I'm Back

Sin

Nice to have you back. I hope all goes well for you and I'm glad to hear things did work out for you. It's nice when things just fall into places. Can't wait to see that grow of yours.
Take care

Welcome Back sinful...

[chuckyoufarley]

BROTHER SIN welcome home been missin the lab reports glad your all square
with a new place to do your thang
WELCOME HOME SINFULDREAMS

[Jimmy Shelter]

Welcome back.!!!I have often thought of ya and wondered whereya went.
Sin your the first person i met on her and honestly one of my most trusted friends at ICmag.Sittin here with a big toothy grin,and happy as all get out to see ya postin agian. Welcome home. glad to see your life is looking beter for ya , and you can continue doin what ya love to do.

[cooked cook]

Welcome back brother. Good to see ya!
Glad fate worked things out for you. :smile:

its good to have the simple things in life back, been there myself, used to live in a broken down Cadillac outside of Reno, at one of those cheezy, shoot you if you aint lookin casinos. I thank god that I have the simple things back now.

Well, it's nice to see membes making their way back to IC. TK and now Sin, If only Capt Crip would show up. Nice to see the older members making their way back.. Good luck with everything Sin.
Take care

[Babbabud]

Great to have ya back . Anything you need to get rolling just say the word Our garden is your garden
Nam myoho renge kyo!!

WOW .. it is so good to see you sin ,, i have thought and asked about you many times ,, i hate you have problems ,, you know you have family here you come to us anytime ,, im so happy to see ya i got to sit on my hands to keep from clapping ..