If you harbour the negative, allowing hate and malice to fester because of what has been done in the past, your present and future will be adversely affected by all of that old poison, so I am always one to not bear grudges, harbouring the negative, and sulking over my past is a waste of time.
Even when I was at my lowest ebb whilst detained I had the mental capability to be able to project my mind beyond those walls if I felt claustrophobic, and that kind of helped even things out in my head. Kept me more balanced at that time, which was surely needed.
As much as things do look brighter these days, and it is a particularly lovely summers day in England right now. I still don't feel that I can enjoy things much at all, until my family finally arrives.
All the same, thank-you for the kind sentiments.
Originally Posted by idiit
a lot of us here at ic have paid a severe price to pursue our cannabis passion. me included.
gypsy, we all hated seeing what you were put through and I think I can speak for the consensus in saying we are very happy that your road is looking a lot brighter.