I am just so lonely, and now I am afraid that I won't survive this new life, and I will die unhappy, and alone, with no comfort. I am scared, and sad. So, is this the curse of 13?
the fear of the number 13 comes from egypt,, and planetary interactions (ie paganism),, like so many of our "cultural" quirks and oddities interwoven through life in this age..
It has no meaning to any of us especially protestants or europeans who seem to venerate it alot,, Hebrews it does have a significance to but to them it was the 14th day that was "lucky" (or not horrifically unlucky anyway) instead of the 13th being horrifically unlucky for the Egyptians..
life flows,, look for boulders..