Just newly single again for I think the 4th or 5th time this year..not 2013, but from 2012..man, that sucks in a way, but in another way it's cool and new and weird to be out dating again. I remember feeling awkward when I was younger dating girls and such..not awkward in the Yummybud type, but awkward with wanting to hold out for a bit for some delayed gratification type stuff ya know...better to get to know someone for a time before all the fun stuff..but that's just me and how it's fun in my way, but some people, women included move fast and it's 'scary' when a girl knows exactly what she wants and gets it..on the other hand, dating is pretty fun getting to know other ladies and maybe their friends, etc..but for a mostly shy guy like me, it's kind of strange having women give you a lot of attention for stuff you think is just being you.
For me, it's always been like going to the high dive or a high cliff and jumping into a large body of water where endless possibilities exist only if you take the plunge (dating). It does seem like once you have been with someone for a little while, like a year or two, things get really 'tense' in certain areas and lax in others..like they accept you at first and then change and you change a bit to help the process along, but it gets tangled somewhere along the way and we end up different from when we started and lose sight of the important stuff I guess.
At least I can tell you guys this stuff and not get snarked at..or maybe snarked at
..but it is kinda awkard dating again and it's hard to tell someone or anyone for that matter that it's almost scary with some girls when you first meet them and try not to get on their 'bad side'.
For me, it's always been like going to the high dive or a high cliff and jumping into a large body of water where endless possibilities exist only if you take the plunge (dating). It does seem like once you have been with someone for a little while, like a year or two, things get really 'tense' in certain areas and lax in others..like they accept you at first and then change and you change a bit to help the process along, but it gets tangled somewhere along the way and we end up different from when we started and lose sight of the important stuff I guess.
At least I can tell you guys this stuff and not get snarked at..or maybe snarked at
..but it is kinda awkard dating again and it's hard to tell someone or anyone for that matter that it's almost scary with some girls when you first meet them and try not to get on their 'bad side'.
