After a measly $250 win when matching 5 of 6 right in a state lotto all too long ago, I have thought I was destined to win big and instead just the opposite. I hope my day is coming but with the news of some lotto employee rigging things as I always thought they did a couple years after I started my "adventure", I have to wonder. I was broke so was my family, I often wished I could win to help my struggling mom, and would donate like 90% of my share to charity to help the homeless and/or some of the world's needlessly suffering folks above myself... I never was one for fancy cars or houses no matter what i had and if I was to blow it mindlessly would likely go out to eat or travel... but although I would do some of that, I like to think I would think of the greater good predominantly. It seems you have the right idea in helping your friends, that is "the true herb spirit" as some lecturer in a not so significant cannabis rally in the 90's said over and over again and he was blown off his gourd but also inspired me! anyway good luck with whatever you choose to do and I am absolutely truly happy for you albeit a tad bit jealous! 
