Here is my experience that I recorded while under the influence of Power Kush.
Cannabis teaches me to be calm. It teaches me to show love. All of the weed in my stash seems to do this in different ways. I took 1 nice hit of Power Kush earlier, and it soon enough hit me with some peculiar effects. It was difficult to perform basic tasks, sitting on the computer was disoreintating. My perception of my surroundings was distorted in a way that made being in the house a bit uncomfortable. It was fun in a way, but a little overwhelming. And I was in slight fear mode. This was clear to me when I saw a wasp in my room. I'm getting more comfortable with stinging insects, but not when I'm high like this.
I went outside, closed my eyes, breathed deep, and calmed down. I feel like the Cannabis was telling me to do this. "Forcing" me, by making anything else I try to do uncomfortable. A good "Force". I started to see amazing phenomenal closedeye visuals, and I felt like my mind was being flossed, clearing out gunk, making things clearer. I sort of "saw" this happening, as my stale defeating thoughts were dissected and smooshed. I started to think loving thoughts and say positive affirmations, such as I am Courageous, Nature Loves Courage, and I am Connected to the Divine Presence. I once again felt the power of my words, the power of giving love, the power of giving a simple hug with loving intention. With my eyes closed, I hugged my brother, said I Love You, and saw a volcanic eruption of neon colored fluidbeauty.
I must have been immersed in visuals for a good 20 minutes. I know if I resumed my meditation I'd see more of them. But I had enough recalibration to where I wanted to go in the house, write in my journal, and radiate love to my family. I feel comfortable with the wasp now. He's just chillin. Something the Cannabis is teaching me is not only the importance of Love, but perhaps even more relevant, the importance of being Calm. Of course the Cannabis helps me with this... I know I can cultivate the ability to be more calm more often without Cannabis. For now, Cannabis "forces" me to be calm, and by actually living it, I feel how important it is. Being calm puts you in tune with subtle forces... how do I put this... forces that are "with you". Everything flows better. Its easier to express love. Just be calm. It's all about just relaxing. Maintaining a calm state, embracing it, holding onto it as you go about your tasks, and sometimes taking a break from doing anything at all. Back to... Breeeaaathiiiing.
Thanks for reading my report. Thanks SeedBoo and DinaFem for this wonderful medicine.
Cannabis teaches me to be calm. It teaches me to show love. All of the weed in my stash seems to do this in different ways. I took 1 nice hit of Power Kush earlier, and it soon enough hit me with some peculiar effects. It was difficult to perform basic tasks, sitting on the computer was disoreintating. My perception of my surroundings was distorted in a way that made being in the house a bit uncomfortable. It was fun in a way, but a little overwhelming. And I was in slight fear mode. This was clear to me when I saw a wasp in my room. I'm getting more comfortable with stinging insects, but not when I'm high like this.
I went outside, closed my eyes, breathed deep, and calmed down. I feel like the Cannabis was telling me to do this. "Forcing" me, by making anything else I try to do uncomfortable. A good "Force". I started to see amazing phenomenal closedeye visuals, and I felt like my mind was being flossed, clearing out gunk, making things clearer. I sort of "saw" this happening, as my stale defeating thoughts were dissected and smooshed. I started to think loving thoughts and say positive affirmations, such as I am Courageous, Nature Loves Courage, and I am Connected to the Divine Presence. I once again felt the power of my words, the power of giving love, the power of giving a simple hug with loving intention. With my eyes closed, I hugged my brother, said I Love You, and saw a volcanic eruption of neon colored fluidbeauty.
I must have been immersed in visuals for a good 20 minutes. I know if I resumed my meditation I'd see more of them. But I had enough recalibration to where I wanted to go in the house, write in my journal, and radiate love to my family. I feel comfortable with the wasp now. He's just chillin. Something the Cannabis is teaching me is not only the importance of Love, but perhaps even more relevant, the importance of being Calm. Of course the Cannabis helps me with this... I know I can cultivate the ability to be more calm more often without Cannabis. For now, Cannabis "forces" me to be calm, and by actually living it, I feel how important it is. Being calm puts you in tune with subtle forces... how do I put this... forces that are "with you". Everything flows better. Its easier to express love. Just be calm. It's all about just relaxing. Maintaining a calm state, embracing it, holding onto it as you go about your tasks, and sometimes taking a break from doing anything at all. Back to... Breeeaaathiiiing.
Thanks for reading my report. Thanks SeedBoo and DinaFem for this wonderful medicine.