Hi all, first post on these lovely forums... Lurked for a long time and for some reason it took until now for me to formally join and post.
So, a little background: I've been a cannabis user for a little over a decade, and have always had the utmost respect and love for it. I've gone through stretches of smoking once a month, smoking daily, and everything in between. Cannabis has become an essential part of my life, not only in it's use, but as a career path for me, which is something I've dreamed of for quite a long time. So, where is this all leading?
Starting about a year ago, I began having huge problems with anxiety and depression. Most of my issues lied in panic episodes and feeling of derealization, but none of this would occur as a result of medicating. Then, about 6 months ago, I randomly had a massive panic attack after smoking a relatively normal dose for me. I had full body shivers, an insanely fast heartbeat, sweating, and various other panic attack symptoms. I eventually calmed down and was fine, though it was the first time in all my years of cannabis that something like that has happened. Since then, my tolerance has completely disappeared, almost instantly. I can barely smoke a bowl without getting way higher than intended (which, prior to this episode, I didn't think was a thing...), and I occasionally, albeit rarely, have similar panic episodes after medicating.
My latest issue that has developed in the past week or two, is that I have what I assume to be heart disease symptoms after medicating. I get an increased heart rate, high anxiety, mild chest tightness/pain, and occasional sharp pains in my arms. I have been to the doctor frequently since my original anxiety diagnosis, and have had my heart checked out numerous times. I have had an ECG that showed perfect pulmonary function, but all these symptoms have me convinced cannabis will cause some sort of cardiac episode.
I love cannabis, truly, and I want to believe that what I'm experienceing is mental, not physical. I'm in otherwise perfect health, and for the most part my anxiety and depression have been improving. I guess all I want out of this post is, what are some thoughts on my situation? How would you guys respond to having adverse reactions to the plant you love so very much?
tl;dr - I've used cannabis for a long time, recently started randomly developing anxiety attacks after medicating, along with what I perceive as heart disease symptoms. Should I be concerned, how can I remedy it, has this happened to anyone else, etc.
So, a little background: I've been a cannabis user for a little over a decade, and have always had the utmost respect and love for it. I've gone through stretches of smoking once a month, smoking daily, and everything in between. Cannabis has become an essential part of my life, not only in it's use, but as a career path for me, which is something I've dreamed of for quite a long time. So, where is this all leading?
Starting about a year ago, I began having huge problems with anxiety and depression. Most of my issues lied in panic episodes and feeling of derealization, but none of this would occur as a result of medicating. Then, about 6 months ago, I randomly had a massive panic attack after smoking a relatively normal dose for me. I had full body shivers, an insanely fast heartbeat, sweating, and various other panic attack symptoms. I eventually calmed down and was fine, though it was the first time in all my years of cannabis that something like that has happened. Since then, my tolerance has completely disappeared, almost instantly. I can barely smoke a bowl without getting way higher than intended (which, prior to this episode, I didn't think was a thing...), and I occasionally, albeit rarely, have similar panic episodes after medicating.
My latest issue that has developed in the past week or two, is that I have what I assume to be heart disease symptoms after medicating. I get an increased heart rate, high anxiety, mild chest tightness/pain, and occasional sharp pains in my arms. I have been to the doctor frequently since my original anxiety diagnosis, and have had my heart checked out numerous times. I have had an ECG that showed perfect pulmonary function, but all these symptoms have me convinced cannabis will cause some sort of cardiac episode.
I love cannabis, truly, and I want to believe that what I'm experienceing is mental, not physical. I'm in otherwise perfect health, and for the most part my anxiety and depression have been improving. I guess all I want out of this post is, what are some thoughts on my situation? How would you guys respond to having adverse reactions to the plant you love so very much?
tl;dr - I've used cannabis for a long time, recently started randomly developing anxiety attacks after medicating, along with what I perceive as heart disease symptoms. Should I be concerned, how can I remedy it, has this happened to anyone else, etc.