Hi guys,
I'm absolutely devastated at the moment.
After a long spell of being unemployed due to mental health reasons I finally picked myself up and started looking for work.
A week into job search I landed an amazing job opportunity. I was a team leader in training for a company here in UK that makes prefabricated concrete buildings.
The pay, the people and the role was awesome.
I couldn't believe this job had landed in my lap especially with my shady work history but I seemed to have blown them away at both interviews and before I had even started work I got a telephone call to tell me I was being made team leader.
I have never been promoted before especially before I had even started work.
Now I knew they drug tested randomly 3 times a year at least. With knowledge of this I quit smoking cannabis days before I started work.
It was hard, I was waking up hourly with sweats.
I was so tired but I was determined not to risk my new job.
I started Monday and the 1st day was great, yesterday was only my second day and after only 2 hours I got called up to office.
I had been randomly selected along with a few others to be tested.
My heart bottomed out.
The lady who ran the test was from an outside company. She explained she was given a list of employees numbers and she selects at random a group of number. Unfortunately my number was one.
Needless to say I failed on thc.
I was sent home.
Ive been in bits since, I'm still not smoking and I've barely slept. I'm finding things really hard mentally and feel like running head first into a wall.
My life finally seemed to be coming together and to have it snatched away from me so soon seems so unfair.
Ive asked my doctor for my medical history because it was a brain injury and ptsd I used cannabis to help with.
My plan is to take it to the manager with a letter from myself explaining the circumstances and that I was never under the influence while working or even after work since I started the job.
It just seems like the universe is working against me at the moment and I'm in a hole.
Not even sure why I'm making this thread, maybe I'm just after some words of comfort or advice from a group of people who may understand better than the people around me.
I'm absolutely devastated at the moment.
After a long spell of being unemployed due to mental health reasons I finally picked myself up and started looking for work.
A week into job search I landed an amazing job opportunity. I was a team leader in training for a company here in UK that makes prefabricated concrete buildings.
The pay, the people and the role was awesome.
I couldn't believe this job had landed in my lap especially with my shady work history but I seemed to have blown them away at both interviews and before I had even started work I got a telephone call to tell me I was being made team leader.
I have never been promoted before especially before I had even started work.
Now I knew they drug tested randomly 3 times a year at least. With knowledge of this I quit smoking cannabis days before I started work.
It was hard, I was waking up hourly with sweats.
I was so tired but I was determined not to risk my new job.
I started Monday and the 1st day was great, yesterday was only my second day and after only 2 hours I got called up to office.
I had been randomly selected along with a few others to be tested.
My heart bottomed out.
The lady who ran the test was from an outside company. She explained she was given a list of employees numbers and she selects at random a group of number. Unfortunately my number was one.
Needless to say I failed on thc.
I was sent home.
Ive been in bits since, I'm still not smoking and I've barely slept. I'm finding things really hard mentally and feel like running head first into a wall.
My life finally seemed to be coming together and to have it snatched away from me so soon seems so unfair.
Ive asked my doctor for my medical history because it was a brain injury and ptsd I used cannabis to help with.
My plan is to take it to the manager with a letter from myself explaining the circumstances and that I was never under the influence while working or even after work since I started the job.
It just seems like the universe is working against me at the moment and I'm in a hole.
Not even sure why I'm making this thread, maybe I'm just after some words of comfort or advice from a group of people who may understand better than the people around me.