Being a grower helps me deal with stress. Some times I role up a fatty and go set with the girls and just chill and take in the scenery

[mean mr.mustard]

Sometimes

[TruthOrLie]

I'm medical. Don't use a scrubber. Blow out the roof of my building. Hope no one on the top floor smells anything. OKay if they do. I think.

[FreeThePlant]

yeah, most of the time i'm fine with it but there are nights occasionally where i have fucked up dreams of law enforcement raiding me with guns drawn, etc. about once a month i get those.

[RewTheJew]

I went through a terrible six months of extreme paranoia. To the point of waking up in the middle of the night, and peeping through the curtains. Smoking never helped, it just made it worse, but I was a glutton for punishment and continued to smoke. Eventually I got over it, and figured if it was going to happen it was going to happen. If I became a felon, then I was going to go big, and make my income the only way a felon would according to society. This was a few years back, and these days, I just make sure my security bases are covered. This makes for easy sleeping at night, and very little over the shoulder checks.

I still instantly think bad things when I follow a cop home, or see a fire truck. I always think if the cops are in my driveway, I am just going to keep going until I am in a different state. I feel retarded, considering all this for a PLANT.

[HighDesertJoe]

I've always said growing outdoors is a 6 month paranoia trip, and rippers are a bigger threat then Leo where I live.
Good Luck to all of you in your up coming endeavors.

[akasomeoneelse]

back in the day i used to worry. nowdays no.

you are better to go big before you get caught imo because you might as well get popped for something worth while..

everyone trying to stay small to avoid trouble is working ass backwards i believe..
go big before you get pinched. a first offense even something serious goes over easier because its a first offense. and if you harvest a big crop and then continue big, at least you might have enough stashed for a great lawyer...

if you worry about the cops and the lifestyle too much, it might be time for a career change.. stress is a killer.. if you cant handel the stress and dont have a huge grow, work harder legally and buy your herb, youll probly live longer...

[SacredTHCRitual]

100 plants in an apt will give anyone nightmares
some say you how can you be high and do that? some may say how can you not be? lol


now adays keep it legal
and keepin it non paranoid and within realistic expectatio

Originally Posted by RewTheJew

I went through a terrible six months of extreme paranoia. To the point of waking up in the middle of the night, and peeping through the curtains. Smoking never helped, it just made it worse, but I was a glutton for punishment and continued to smoke. Eventually I got over it, and figured if it was going to happen it was going to happen. If I became a felon, then I was going to go big, and make my income the only way a felon would according to society. This was a few years back, and these days, I just make sure my security bases are covered. This makes for easy sleeping at night, and very little over the shoulder checks.

I still instantly think bad things when I follow a cop home, or see a fire truck. I always think if the cops are in my driveway, I am just going to keep going until I am in a different state. I feel retarded, considering all this for a PLANT.

I felt your post 100%
especially the last part..I have had some scary encounters..I knew if the cops or FDP was outside of the rent I was gonna book it to another state and never be seen again lol
serious tho, you wouldn't wana be within 100 miles of that house...

Best of luck to you friend. Hopefully there will come a day when we need not fear being arrested for growing cannabis.

[Weird]

comes with the territory and over the long haul separates the men from the boys

grow with that edge for 15-20 years and you'll have some understand the commitment and passion some ppl have for the trees