Severe Depression

[SPG.]

im on 28 days cold turkey from that
Yea Compatible people around you is THE BEST! (at least for a while! we ALL need space tho)
And yea Good stuff here!

i like the pic!!... i;ll try and find ya a link

 

[SPG.]

TY Bro.. thats a nice thing to say! sure Some MODS might pull you up on that though! lol

 

[SPG.]

Gottya LUV Coolios hair in this.. ..like an antenna!!!!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hvMKgMZsfDM

 

[Loc Dog]

That picture is Marlon Wayan's in "Don't be a menace to south central, while drinking your juice in the hood". Parody of several hood movies.

Late. BE WELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

 

[SPG.]

Got that..
I was about to say if it dont work in the U.S type into utube "coolio at students digs house"

From Preston England (not far from me..)
Cheers

 

[Loc Dog]

Saw that. Looks like radio or TV antenna, sending out waves. Marlon must have ripped it off from someone back then, 1996. Must be rip off of the hood movies. That was Marlon's best role.

My ancestors, are from south of England. Can probably guess name.

 

[SPG.]

Thx for Rep!!!! wish i could reciprocate but ive been here a week today and am pretty restricted [wont tell me who sent it but cheers,dude ^ ]

"^^Sometime vids on utube say to me "the video wont play in your Country"

 

[SPG.]

Use to/STILL do luv "COLOURS" .. i knew all the lyrics to that song by ICE T..

im a knightmare walkin
Psycho path talkin'
king of ma jungle just a gangsta stalkin'... im out NOW! lol ..20 yrs ago i did know the lyrics anyhow
A Friend from L.A called ken that i was at a hostel with in tel aviv,israel 1993 smilled when i rapped[lol] that once.. Correcting me on the lyrics!.. LOL

ahh memories..
thx ,have a good day
soz berry -

 

[noyd666]

how you going young fella?

 

[Loc Dog]

Would be nice to start chat group, for the depressed.

 

[SPG.]

.living life like a fire cracker QUICK AS MY FUSE

VENDETTAS A DEATH ACT THE COLORS I CHOOSE
RED OR BLUE CUS OF BLOOD IT JUST DONT MATTER
SOMETHING DIED FOR MY LIFE(?) WHEN MY SHOTGUN SPLATTERS
COLORS:

LOL ...

 

[SPG.]

Days bright now !!

 

[Loc Dog]

Best wishes and vibes, to all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Late, "I'll be back"!!

 

[SPG.]

Yo Noyd dude... Bit rough today 28 days no alc and sorting Bit Coin before was a real T**T
especially when i find the "Abused" Big Button telephone Totally Screws up on me and i have to borrow pop's's and he NEVER brings Any uplifting news with him,Never!,never has -never has of late..that is
Father-son thing must be cus he's as nice as pie to everyone else...
Want the Dosh! LOLLLLLLLLL

 

[SPG.]

Do not know who you are replying to, if me I apologize!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just want the best for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I drink way too much also, of beer, 10 a night, but can still function well.

Having a girl friend, actual friends helps a lot. My friends from here, are better than physical ones.

BE WELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YEA LOC DOG This place is gr8!.. ..For me,especially now ive stopped Hanging aroun'the same old places i.e UK Forum
Here's got all i wanna talk about really...
Best of ALL in ya own time too

[^thats why im gonna Support 'em again when i can..]

 

[Ph-patrol]

Yeah I don't mean to push you towards the opposite extreme. I'm just saying don't pin all your hopes and dreams on any one person or particular group of people. Associate with people as necessary towards making your hopes and dreams come true but remember at the end of the day you got to take responsibility for everything you do in your life. Also when using people for help don't let their inaction or their silence become an answer. In other words, you were upset with this other group not because they told you something that was wrong but rather because they didn't tell you something was wrong and therefore you assumed their silence meant the height of you light was correct. Most of the time silence either means nobody knows the answer or they don't realize a question is being asked.

You quoted me here! So you are addressing me here but the post clearly does not protean to me at all. This is the confusing part.
This message is clearly directed at DAT and her grow but you never mention her name or posted it to DAT. Confusing

It seems you have a problem with me agreeing with you. Its general considered a compliment. But I can not control the way your feeling at the moment. If you are feeling like you want to express something towards DAT feel free too.

I hope this Message finds you in a positive place

 

[AltarNation]

hey guys today was ok.

cleaned up some of my house and then went out to the store to get some produce

i got kinda sad when i had to throw away my dead mother plants but i think trying to do to many things has become overwhelming at times.

thinking about what i should make for dinner tonight.

i also fed the squirrel some raspberries and pecans before i released

I haven't made it through this whole thread yet but I am really impressed with the user base here. I have struggled with manic depression for my entire adult life.

I really just wanted to say, Jibman, I see your heart. It's huge. God damn dude. Feeding the squirrel in jail, before you let him go, that shit is so compassionate... very few humans feel for animals like that.

I just want to say, I don't know where you're at at this point (I haven't finished the thread) but you're a beautiful person and I see your heart.

This thread is incredibly uplifting. I feel uplifted, just having witnessed the generous outpouring of genuine support and perspective, even when it comes from various angles.

(My views fall somewhere in the middle ground... I know I am creating my reality fundamentally by the way I think... the challenge now is to rewrite the way I think.)

Hoping to become a part of this community myself... I am a straggler from another forum looking for a better sense of community in my grow forum fellows. This thread has really cemented my understanding of icmag as a supportive place.

 

[AltarNation]

That's Great Jibby! im so happy things are improving for you....I think our society now with technology really manipulates us into doing so many things and at a fast pace. and then some people, like me and you are not designed like that but might feel pushed to have to be like that... it truly sucks.

Hey bro... I am reading a book right now called "Quiet" and it discusses how introverts fell out of societal approval with the evolution of society from one that sought character (ie, depth of soul, wisdom, consistency, support) to one based on the perceived importance of personality. (ie, how we are perceived by others, what they will think of us, an insecure desire for fame and the drive to attain it)

Just wanted to throw it out there... I find it really useful for combatting a LOT of mental criticism, most of which is based in a societal disapproval of my nature in the first place.

Anyway just thought it might be a good read for you or anyone else who feels they are not designed for the fast paced extroversion-focused lifestyles that are pushed on us through propaganda at every turn.

Quiet: http://www.amazon.com/Quiet-Power-I...?ie=UTF8&qid=1413432408&sr=8-1&keywords=quiet


All my best to any one reading this who has struggled with this throughout their lives.

 

[RetroGrow]

It's a shame that there is a stigma against illnesses of the mind, as opposed to illnesses of the body. After all, the mind is part of the body.
This stigma needs to be buried. I though the recent celebrity suicides and "coming out" stories were supposed to combat that. We still have a long way to go.

 

[DAT]

yup AlterNation. since a small child i was always looked down upon by my parents as there was something wrong with me because i liked to be alone , was quiet. My father was an overbearing obnoxious opinionated asshole , my sister an obnoxious life of the party sorority type socialite, my brother the overbearing father want to be goody 2 shoeing dick wad. The book sounds interesting . Its nice to hear your voice. i really love this thread as well, Jib is truly brilliant and i hope to hear from him soon. no biggy but im not a bro. now i ll prob scared everyone away.lol.