Man I got these cheeseburgers man!I'll suck your dick! Sorry couldn't help it .I love don't be a menace in the hood.
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I was into martial arts, when I was 19, from always being bullied. Followed Bruce Lee's methods. Read book "Zen Mind, Beginner's Mind" was very influential. Not to have pre-conceived notions, and relying on facts and truth.
It took a minute to remember. That was sick.
Why did I ever do that????
That was the scary movie, of hood movies. We had cable and burnt friend loved hood flicks. He would quote them constantly. Especially "break yourself".
Apologize for getting off topic. I hope Jibby is watch positive thinking video's!!!
A Kinkajou, the larger variety. Prehensile tail, raccoon family.
Not ideal pet for most. They have claws like freddie kruger, and love to climb anything (you). Also, if you do not know they have urinated or deficated, and they climb you, that is where they will go.
Sleep about 18 hours a day. If not socialized with people young, will not like strangers. They can not see well in light, and prefer darkness. Have weak vision.
Again, I apologize for distracting from important topic. Was hoping to lighten mood.
Sorry man couldn't help it.I'm actually a jeet kune do artist myself.I'm pretty good too.no brag just fact.lol
I probably should have mentioned martial arts. I started studying Aikido as well during that time. Just getting some exercise helped, but the philosophy of it all was very relaxing. I was also bullied pretty badly through school. Not because I couldn't fight back though, but because I have autism and other kids thought I was weird. Fighting back always got me in trouble, no matter who started it. I generally was the one who finished it, and their superior social skills gave them a big advantage in terms of convincing authorities that I was the one at fault. If only I knew then the things I know now....
Those are people (sub -humans) I would kick their ass, if I saw that.
I was 90 pounds going into high school. After my growth spurt, and aggressive weight lifting, no one wanted to start anything with me (no roids, but joe weider weight gain amino acids).
If anyone wants to keep in contact, friend me!!!
Anyone that would take advantage of/or bully anyone, let alone anyone with problems, should be beat with baseball bats!!!!!!!!
With me, anyone who wanted to be cool would intimidate me. In grade school.
Actually I started getting high, first day on high school bus. Some sophmore was going to harass me (90 pounds) and senior (7 foot) got up and slammed him into wall. First day I got high.
All things considered, I didn't deal with the bullies that well. I tried ignoring them at times, and other times I beat them senseless. I was a fairly big kid I suppose, but never really wanted to fight people until I was pushed into it. Violence really isn't a solution. Sometimes it keeps trouble at bay, but it never solves anything. Standing up for yourself or others isn't the same thing as being aggressive. I could have benefited a lot from learning balanced approaches somewhere between the extremes.
I learned martial arts, for confidence. Never used against anyone. I developed Bruce Lee like body, from weight lifting. Scumbags target the weak, usually.
Be Well!!!!
I learned martial arts to stop bullies,cuase no one really cares,so if I see anyone picking on the weak or helpless I'll step in.
lumberjack.mr
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sir, I can relate more profoundly than you know! I am 50 and the father of 5, and dying of terminal renal failure. I am also a full time nursing student and published author. As a child I endured many abuses that would have a person jailed for life today! At the age of 12 , I had one of my kidneys literally stomped out of me by a group of drunk gang members- just because I was walking home thru the alley behind their house and their dogs barked ! At the age of 15 I was homeless living on the streets and begging for food! These are only the beginning of a life of pain and suffering that is absolutely beyond belief !
My point is : If you concentrate on the bad in life to a degree that it over-shadows the good or even the present , you are not going to enjoy any of the good... I have come to accept the atrocities of my life by one virtue -" If we didn't have it bad sometimes , how would anyone know when they had it good ???"
My point is : If you concentrate on the bad in life to a degree that it over-shadows the good or even the present , you are not going to enjoy any of the good... I have come to accept the atrocities of my life by one virtue -" If we didn't have it bad sometimes , how would anyone know when they had it good ???"
lumberjack.mr
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Yes there are; many more than you know. Please don't feel bad for me, my point was to try to uplift by way of comparison.. Have a great day ...
hey guys hows it going today?
watched some football today then did more cleaning.
was throwing away stuff in the garage that isn't needed and can't be donated.
also was taking care of my only two deathstar plants.
i wish i still had my jack and og cut.
last night i made a pasta sauce which came out nice.
this thread is for anyone to post whatever. no problem
watched some football today then did more cleaning.
was throwing away stuff in the garage that isn't needed and can't be donated.
also was taking care of my only two deathstar plants.
i wish i still had my jack and og cut.
last night i made a pasta sauce which came out nice.
this thread is for anyone to post whatever. no problem
Glad to hear you are getting better!!!
There was a positive attitude technique I heard a long time. To recite "Day by day, in every way, I am getting better and better" 5 times, a couple of times a day. Also, avoid negative self talk (putting yourself down). It is best not to even think it, but some people do it out loud, and is a bad habit.
RicoT
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Write down shit you need to do as soon as you think it. Work every day towards crossing out tasks on the list.
Being organized is an amazing feeling and got me moving in a better direction as of late, but my level of organization and tasks to be accomplished still seem overwhelming at times.
Being organized is an amazing feeling and got me moving in a better direction as of late, but my level of organization and tasks to be accomplished still seem overwhelming at times.
